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>>Did anyone else have ambivalent feelings when seeing >>or hearing a spanking? >> >>l know I certainly did. Now obviously if you were >>shortly going to get a spanking yourself then any >>enjoyment, excitement and satisfaction you might >>experience from some other kid getting their butt >>blistered would be tempered and compromised by the >>fact that your own behind would soon be in 'the firing >>line'! Likewise if you had just had your >>spanking/whupping you would be far too preoccupied >>with how much your own bottom still hurt to take full >>delight in any other spanking that was taking place. >> >>But even when my own backside was safe and unscathed >>and I could enjoy seeing or hearing another kid get a >>spanking I often felt ambivalent about it. Firstly, >>although, on this occasion, I was not getting spanked >>myself, I knew only too well that it would not be long >>before it would be me receiving a spanking for some >>misbehavior, misdemeanor or infraction. Secondly, on >>a purely human level, I often felt some compassion, >>empathy and sympathy for the kid/teenager getting >>spanked. Knowing just how much spankings hurt I found >>after the first fifteen to twenty spanks, by which >>time the 'offender' was invariably crying, sobbing >>and often bawling, that my initial enjoyment, >>excitement and as I got older, sexual arousal, was >>tempered by more compassionate emotions. I remember >>thinking to myself that surely they - the kid being >>spanked - have had enough. A lesson has been learned; >>the point has been gotten across; an 'impression' has >>been made; etc.... Did they have to continue the >>pain, humiliation and suffering.... And yet, >>especially if it was a female getting her rump >>roasted, I found I was consumed by conflicting >>emotions, especially as I approached and hit puberty! >>When along with enjoying the spanking I often got 'my >>first impromptu lessons concerning the female >anatomy'! >> >>Did anyone else experience these ambivalent feelings >>and conflicting emotions? > >While I only witnessed four spankings, as mentioned, I >was most definitely not ambivalent. When he was >dropped off, his mom and my step made clear in no >uncertain terms that any trouble would result in him >getting his bare bottom spanked, something he was >clearly used to at his house, I remember thinking >“yep, that’s how things go here.” > >Now I just assumed that there was no way they would >spank him in my company so the second day he was there >I came down the hall and into the living to see my >step dad seated in the chair, my mom standing a few >feet away with her arms crossed and Jeff, shorts and >boxers at his feet, his hands on top of his head and >all he had on full display. They all glanced at me but >didn’t react one bit, my stepdad continued the >lecture before guiding him over his lap and then >spanking, exactly the same as I had become accustomed >to. > >Realizing that if either of us got in trouble, that no >privacy would be provided, and I was sure that at some >point during his visit I would be spanked in front of >him, I most certainly took in the view. It was the >first time in had seen guy parts in real life and >there was no way I was going to look away. Like you >said, it was quite the anatomy lesson.

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