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> >posted originally at : Ambivalent feelings when seeing >or hearing a spanking!? -(for Brett and Carol) > > > > >The question I have to ask is if it was so >traumatizing did you form trauma bonds with the people >spanking you ? Did they bare your bottom as cause of >the effects. I suspect spanking on the trousers would >not cause such trauma. > >And Finally, I have to ask, as a kid, did you >masturbate to orgasm thinking about the spankings you >were receiving and seeing and hearing? What age ? > > >Seriously not to be gross, but maybe reaching a climax >enforces the bond between the punishments and the >desires. > >That said I have read some kids get turned on while >over the lap getting the slaps. If that's anti >propaganda I cannot say. But maybe some kids actually >reached climax during the punishments. I also read >some girls get wet while being stripped for their >spanking and some boys became excited also that way. > >Maybe you masturbated just before your spankings in >the waiting period. > >One can only ask in their search for understanding and >answers. Apologies if the questions seem off color. >___________________ > > >That form of excitement is natural in both genders, >from doing nothing to just about anything else can >suddenly sprout the confusing situation. I do believe >at the point of investigation after being called out >and caught in something, the emotions ran so high, so >rich an flowing arousal our head about to pop off. >Trying to evade, lie, deny getting that feeling of >sinking deeper and deeper and not smart enough to out >smart the smarter grown ups who know all about lies >and deceit! > >The feelings grow as we cannot get out of the >impending situation and sudden realization at seeing >the same pattern repeating as it did the last time we >got it! > >This is where what happens next is about to happen >again as it did before. And just then......in your >head, in all your imaginations you see what is about >to happen and her words fade as your ears stop working >and you see it all i slow motion. You hand in hers, >her pulling you along and your legs not wanting to >move. > >You know where she is taking you and what she is going >to do to you when you get there. So yes, in all that >mix of swirling emotions and excitement an erection >might grow in your little trousers. > >Feeling her hands pushing into that area as she begins >to unfasten you down there. Your eyes fixed on her >hands as they work your pants and underpants down to >your ankles. Yes its excitement hard to hide. Feeling >your ears ringing and hot, your face blush with shame >as she strips you. > >I suppose sexual arousal might possibly happen. But >then again a boy can get excited down there getting a >ice cream cone.

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