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>Whizz when my dad spanked me I would first go to my >room and pull down my pants and underpants and sit on >my bed until he came in. This time allowed thoughts >of what was to come and always what happened before to >fill my mind. Then in relatively short Ofer I would >be laying across his lap and he would be tanning my >bare buttocks. > > > >>posted originally at : Ambivalent feelings when seeing >>or hearing a spanking!? -(for Brett and Carol) >> >> >> >> >>The question I have to ask is if it was so >>traumatizing did you form trauma bonds with the people >>spanking you ? Did they bare your bottom as cause of >>the effects. I suspect spanking on the trousers would >>not cause such trauma. >> >>And Finally, I have to ask, as a kid, did you >>masturbate to orgasm thinking about the spankings you >>were receiving and seeing and hearing? What age ? >> >> >>Seriously not to be gross, but maybe reaching a climax >>enforces the bond between the punishments and the >>desires. >> >>That said I have read some kids get turned on while >>over the lap getting the slaps. If that's anti >>propaganda I cannot say. But maybe some kids actually >>reached climax during the punishments. I also read >>some girls get wet while being stripped for their >>spanking and some boys became excited also that way. >> >>Maybe you masturbated just before your spankings in >>the waiting period. >> >>One can only ask in their search for understanding and >>answers. Apologies if the questions seem off color. >>___________________ >> >> >>That form of excitement is natural in both genders, >>from doing nothing to just about anything else can >>suddenly sprout the confusing situation. I do believe >>at the point of investigation after being called out >>and caught in something, the emotions ran so high, so >>rich an flowing arousal our head about to pop off. >>Trying to evade, lie, deny getting that feeling of >>sinking deeper and deeper and not smart enough to out >>smart the smarter grown ups who know all about lies >>and deceit! >> >>The feelings grow as we cannot get out of the >>impending situation and sudden realization at seeing >>the same pattern repeating as it did the last time we >>got it! >> >>This is where what happens next is about to happen >>again as it did before. And just then......in your >>head, in all your imaginations you see what is about >>to happen and her words fade as your ears stop working >>and you see it all i slow motion. You hand in hers, >>her pulling you along and your legs not wanting to >>move. >> >>You know where she is taking you and what she is going >>to do to you when you get there. So yes, in all that >>mix of swirling emotions and excitement an erection >>might grow in your little trousers. >> >>Feeling her hands pushing into that area as she begins >>to unfasten you down there. Your eyes fixed on her >>hands as they work your pants and underpants down to >>your ankles. Yes its excitement hard to hide. Feeling >>your ears ringing and hot, your face blush with shame >>as she strips you. >> >>I suppose sexual arousal might possibly happen. But >>then again a boy can get excited down there getting a >>ice cream cone.

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