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• I just want to have control -- Bianca, 09:17:51 01/10/05 Mon
  • "Just a sec.." He called out from the kitchen where he was just finishing up himself, and then padded softly out to join her. His eyes drifted over her slowly as he dropped onto the couch - shirtless now - and slouched deeply into the plush leather. "Okay?" The hint of a mumble to his words always gave him away - as coherent as he sounded in his head, he rarely could actually form the syllables quite right. And when he took the time to worry about her, he always went back to the sound of the bathtub running - he hated it, and he didn't understand, and the worst part was that he couldn't even ever say anything to her about it. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:25:44 01/10/05 Mon

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• Her eyes ran over his perfect body for a second before she let out a soft breath and nodded. "Yeah...I am fine." Her throat kind of hurt but that was normal from the acid and everything like that. For a second, she eyed the spot next to him, almost wistfully before she just dropped down into the opposite side of the couch, drawing her knee's up to her body as she rested her head back. Soon, soon the blessed relief would set in and her mind would be focusing on more important things like the time her daddy took her to the office with him and introduced her as Princess Bianca, when her and Reilly had gotten that huge dollhouse for christmas and how the lights really came on and everything or she would even just focus on the way the the black leather creaked beneath her weight...Perhaps, she would focus on the way he fit with her perfectly, the way he moved perfectly, the way he moaned... (NT) -- Bianca, 09:40:53 01/10/05 Mon

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• "Matt says hi. Says he saw you in Cosmo and says you looked beautiful. I didn't ask what he was doing reading Cosmo..." He murmured as he shifted after only a moment's hesitation to stretch out with his head in her lap, eyelid droopy as he gazed up at her. The mousey ageless dealer was a constant fixture in his apartment when he was hanging out there - the guy stopped by atleast once a day to see if he was home, sometimes twice if he forgot he had already been there. If he was in the mood to let him in, Matty would hang around for hours, because remembering that he had had plans to meet someone else somewhere sometime ago, and then would go scurrying off, with promises to return. He was quite the character, and secretly one of Gavin's favorite people - he was so amused by the man's antics, and he was as trustworthy as dealers could be, and would probably step infront of a bus to save Gavin's life if he had to. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:47:32 01/10/05 Mon

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• She smiled softly, her head tipped as her fingers started running through his hair, starting at the roots by his forehead and working her way back, just the way that had always relaxed him since way back in the day. "Did you tell him it was all airbrushed?" She smirked lightly, her words almost putting herself down but not quite. Everyone in the world knew that she thought the world of herself but he was possibly the only one who knew the truth - that she had more insecurities then possibly anyone else. He had been there before she was big, when she scrutinized everything about herself over and over again... (NT) -- Bianca, 10:02:19 01/10/05 Mon

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• "Course I did..." He half-teased - he had mentionned it, but his feelings were quite the same as Matty's - "But you're 'the most beautiful woman in the world, even still'." Smirking ever so slightly, he sighed then and his eyes slid lightly shut. "He adores you." It amazed him sometimes, that a strung out drug dealer could outwardly appreciate and admire his own girlfriend more than he did, and sometimes he got feeling so guilty about it, but then they would be fighting about something moments later, and he would forget all about feeling bad for how things were. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:07:55 01/10/05 Mon

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• She shrugged a bit, her brow furrowed as her one hand still played through his hair before she spoke. "He doesn't know me, just what he see's in the magazines and the occasional stop in." Her opposite hand reached over to grab the remote, flipping on some movie on HBO. Her eyes followed over the tv as her fingers played through his hair and gently over his forehead before back to the blonde tresses that she so adored for so long but hadn't take a moment to appreciate in a while. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:16:16 01/10/05 Mon

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• "Any trips planned?" He questionned randomly, just out of sheer curiousity. She travelled regularly for work and it was hard for him to keep up with where she was going and when, so he just rembered to ask every once in a while, and then tried to just remember approximitely when she would be leave next. He himself was free until the end of the month - they were taking some much-needed breathing time - but then it would be back to it. As far as he knew, they were heading back into the studio to work on a follow-up to their very successful debut, which meant that they would all be gathering in LA, which meant more weeks away at a time. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:21:33 01/10/05 Mon

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• "Milan, at the end of this month." She stated before she shifted, starting to feel the familiar energy buzzing through her veins. Her hands shifted to run over his chest, nails tracing the perfect muscles outlined there before she let out a soft breath and smiled just absently. "Good stuff." She commented as her tongue darted out to wet her lips as she shifted again, her eyes focusing on the television before she went back to tracing the perfect lines on his body. He was an incredably looking guy, amazing really, with an amazing voice too, talented.... (NT) -- Bianca, 10:27:09 01/10/05 Mon

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• "He missed us." He informed her with a soft sigh and a quiet smile as his eyes fluttered open to watch her - he could pretty much pinpoint the moment she started feeling her hit, whereas his changes were more subtle, still noticable, but quieter. "I'm going to sleep tonight... Sorry..." He wasn't really sure he was apologizing, but it just slipped out. She slept fairly regularly - had to keep up her appearance and all that - but he only did every once in a while, and tonight he was already feeling pretty sure that he would be crashing before long. Jetlag, drugs, and days without rest had finally caught up. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:32:27 01/10/05 Mon

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• She let out a soft breath, her hands running down his chest and tucking into the waistband of his pants and paused a moment, her brow furrowed. "Is that your way of telling me to stop?" She questioned, her fingers gently running over his abs before her hand stopped, her eyes resting on him for a second. "I don't mind if you sleep...." She stated gently, her brow cocking gently. "Do you want to go to bed?" She questioned softly, so quiet in her question, unlike her but she was actually more herself when she was high then sober... (NT) -- Bianca, 10:47:53 01/10/05 Mon

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• "Uh, no, no. Later." He assured her, and then smirked a little at himself for his speed in responding to that - really though, it went back to him appreciating her touch and attention and the fact that no other girl made him feel quite like she did. "Unless you want to... That's fine too..." His brows furrowed a little then - he didn't even think about it sometimes, he was just naturally accomodating of her. Sometimes he was just so desperate to keep her happy that he didn't think twice about making a sacrifice for her sake. (NT) -- Gavin, 10:51:34 01/10/05 Mon

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• She smiled, leaning down to mauever a bit to press her lips to his warmly, her hand still resting on his chest before she drew back, murmuring. "I want to go to bed...but not to sleep...." She smiled a little, brushing his hair back softly, the short black nightie slipping up her thighs a bit with his head turning and such. He really was the only guy that she was herself with, and even him, it was usually only in bed or when she was high that she could just focus on being herself and pleasuring both of them, it was only with him that sex became about giving as much as taking. (NT) -- Bianca, 10:57:57 01/10/05 Mon

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• "Perfect." He murmured quite seriously and sighed a little as he shifted to stand, offering one hand to her to tug her off to her room. Really, her bedroom was one of his favorite places - it was such a sprawling spread, and the bed was huge and so comfortable. Really, it was heaven inside four walls. Except that he had to provide the stimulants and they had to scrounge up food - which she didn't care too much about - and drinks, of course, but those were minor details most of the time. (NT) -- Gavin, 11:02:16 01/10/05 Mon

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• She guided him over to her bed, pausing at the side of it to expertly undo the button of his jeans, letting them drop to the floor before she tugged him onto the bed with her, cuddling up to his side closely, her lips running across his neck gently before she looked up to him again. "Did you really miss me occasionally?" She didn't expect him to miss her while he was gone really, he would be busy and all that but a passing thought was nice, definately nice. A brow furrowed as she ran her fingers over his boxers intimately, quietly caressing him as they spoke. (NT) -- Bianca, 11:12:38 01/10/05 Mon

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• "For sure...." He sighed quietly at her immediate attention - his body showing its appreciation instantaneously as well. He loved her attentativeness and her completele confidence - it totally worked for him, and was a part of why he did miss her so much and so frequently. "I did... Did you?" A low breath caught in his throat and he shifted a little, one hand moving to rest behind his head and the other slipping to her hip and then back to caress her backside slowly, affectionately, brows gently furrowed. (NT) -- Gavin, 11:18:04 01/10/05 Mon