"So they want to take away everything that I have? That's twisted." He growled as he slouched down into the couch, and shifted so that he was lying down with his head in her lap - then let the pup get settled with him. His eyes slid lightly shut as his jaw clenched and unclenched, and one hand just brushed over the back of her puppy, a low sigh slipping from his lips. "You just don't understand... They don't understand." It was just such a complicated situation and he didn't see it as black and white as everyone else did. More than anything he felt betrayed by his friends - like they would rather give up on him than stand by him, and they had never been about that before. He didn't know how to explain any of it, and more importantly, he had no idea if he could fix any of it - in fact, he highly doubted that he could. -- .: Bianca's Apartment :.

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Date Posted: 01:45:08 02/05/06 Sun
Author: Gavin
Subject: "So they want to take away everything that I have? That's twisted." He growled as he slouched down into the couch, and shifted so that he was lying down with his head in her lap - then let the pup get settled with him. His eyes slid lightly shut as his jaw clenched and unclenched, and one hand just brushed over the back of her puppy, a low sigh slipping from his lips. "You just don't understand... They don't understand." It was just such a complicated situation and he didn't see it as black and white as everyone else did. More than anything he felt betrayed by his friends - like they would rather give up on him than stand by him, and they had never been about that before. He didn't know how to explain any of it, and more importantly, he had no idea if he could fix any of it - in fact, he highly doubted that he could.
In reply to: Gavin 's message, "Fell to pieces, and I'm still falling" on 00:16:19 02/05/06 Sun

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She ran her hand lovingly through his hair, softly soothing him as she tried to figure out what to say. "I think..they aren't trying to take away everything that you have, baby, but its not just your band either, its theirs too." She stated softly, her brow furrowed as she looked down at him quietly. "With you guys getting bigger every day, your gonna start being on tv and in magazines and..." She paused, trying to figure out how to phrase what she wanted to say. "Well, I mean, you can hide the track marks, Gavin but seriously, your losing more weight every day and your eyes...you can just tell your a user." She murmured softly, her hand going over his forehead softly. "That overdose seemed to scare everyone but you, Gavin." (NT) -- Bianca, 02:42:59 02/05/06 Sun