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• Maybe when your done with endings this can begin.. -- Bianca, 01:13:16 02/05/06 Sun
  • "Hey, yeah... I'm.. early..." He started, and then ducked his face into her neck, his hands on her hips pulling her close to him - careful not to squish the pup. He tried a smile, but it didn't come out quite right, and so he just kissed up from her pulse to her jaw, one hand raising to curl around the other side of her neck, his eyes lightly shut for a moment. Despite the turmoil that had surrounded his life the past few weeks, he was trying not to be completely self-centered, and so just took a few moments to say a proper hello to her - finishing up with a warm, lingering kiss to her lips, and then just rested his forehead gently against hers. "They're kicking me out of the band if I don't quit using." A quiet sigh passed through his lips as he opened his eyes to meet her gaze for the first real time since he arrived - confusion lining his features, as if he thought that maybe she could explain this all to him... (NT) -- Gavin, 01:21:40 02/05/06 Sun
  • She let out a soft breath at his words, shifting to run her hand down his arm and entwine their fingers together. She headed over to the couch, sitting down, letting the pup - who was overly fond of Gavin even if Gavin was fond of him - climb onto her boyfriends lap and curl up there. She was quiet for a moment, thinking that over as she drew one knee up to her chest, resting her head on it as she gazed at him. "They are just worried about you..." She murmured softly, she hadn't been enough to get him to quit maybe the band meant enough to him that it would convince him he really did need to stop. (NT) -- Bianca, 01:31:34 02/05/06 Sun

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• "So they want to take away everything that I have? That's twisted." He growled as he slouched down into the couch, and shifted so that he was lying down with his head in her lap - then let the pup get settled with him. His eyes slid lightly shut as his jaw clenched and unclenched, and one hand just brushed over the back of her puppy, a low sigh slipping from his lips. "You just don't understand... They don't understand." It was just such a complicated situation and he didn't see it as black and white as everyone else did. More than anything he felt betrayed by his friends - like they would rather give up on him than stand by him, and they had never been about that before. He didn't know how to explain any of it, and more importantly, he had no idea if he could fix any of it - in fact, he highly doubted that he could. (NT) -- Gavin, 01:45:08 02/05/06 Sun

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• She ran her hand lovingly through his hair, softly soothing him as she tried to figure out what to say. "I think..they aren't trying to take away everything that you have, baby, but its not just your band either, its theirs too." She stated softly, her brow furrowed as she looked down at him quietly. "With you guys getting bigger every day, your gonna start being on tv and in magazines and..." She paused, trying to figure out how to phrase what she wanted to say. "Well, I mean, you can hide the track marks, Gavin but seriously, your losing more weight every day and your eyes...you can just tell your a user." She murmured softly, her hand going over his forehead softly. "That overdose seemed to scare everyone but you, Gavin." (NT) -- Bianca, 02:42:59 02/05/06 Sun

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• "I can't just decide to quit using, snap my fingers, and have this all be over, B..." He murmured softly, his eyes lingering shut, a quiet sigh escaping him. After so many years, he didn't think he remembered who he was without drugs, and he was scared of everything that it would take for him to get clean - detox, and rehab - and he was afraid that he wouldn't be able to do it, and he would just end up a bigger loser than now. In all honesty, he was more scared of trying to quit and failing, than he was of what could happen to him if he kept all this up. But if he lost the band, then what would he do with himself? And how long with Bianca be able to put up with him then? He just wasn't sure if there was any way out of this. (NT) -- Gavin, 02:48:13 02/05/06 Sun

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• "Funny..cuz it seemed like you kinda wanted me to just snap my fingers and be all better." She stated softly, not accusing him, just stating what she felt. "You had faith in me getting better, Gavin, I'm no stronger of a person then you are." She brushed her hand over his hair, she truly believed he could overcome this if he would just put his mind to it and work at it. She was starting to understand that she'd had a problem, which was the part she had been in most denial about. It was a hard thing to realize, that you had a problem that seemed to be out of your control but as soon as you acknowledged the problem you could really start to fix it. (NT) -- Bianca, 03:07:47 02/05/06 Sun

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• "It's different." He stated quietly and shook his head a fraction, then just sighed deeply, his fingers smoothing the soft coat of her puppy. Her problem had been scarier to him, than all this with him was, but definitely seemed like it was easier to stand in the background and talk someone through getting healthy, than it was to do it himself. He opened his eyes slowly and looked up to her - silent for a long moment before speaking again. "Can we just forget about this for a bit? I need to think things through... Tell me how your weekend was, what you did, how things are going..." He just felt so much better seeing how much better she was these days - not just physically better, but mentally too, she was a whole new person, and it looked good on her. (NT) -- Gavin, 03:19:42 02/05/06 Sun

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• "Sure." She stated softly, though it was obvious by the tone of her voice that she wasn't going to let it go for long. "Um, my weekend was good. I did a photoshoot for the cover of Vogue, my first cover since everything went down..." She stated softly. shrugging at that. "so that was kind of exciting..went out with Em and Ethan the other day for lunch and then Emily and I took out puppy and Sheba to the park, Sparty stayed with Ethan, he didn't wanna come out and play with us." She looked down, ruffling the dogs ears. "Achilles was the only one man enough to go out with us, huh baby?" She questioned with a laugh, smirking lightly as the puppy yawned before resting his head back on Gavin's chest. (NT) -- Bianca, 03:45:41 02/05/06 Sun

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• He smiled softly, relief obvious in his features as he took to the much more favored topic of her career. "That is exciting, love... I can't wait to see it..." He laughed softly as he looked down at the lazy puppy, a brow cocking curiously. "I'm surprised you got this guy off of the couch and he let you take him for a walk..." The pup was part sloth, he was sure of it. With a quiet sigh, he shifted the little guy so that he could sit up, and slipped an arm around Bianca's shoulders to pull her close to him, his lips pressing softly to her temple. "I'm sorry you have to deal with all this, B..." He knew she was stressing about things, and she worried about him, and he frustrated her. He was just lucky that she had put up with him for this long. (NT) -- Gav, 03:57:20 02/05/06 Sun

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• She let out a soft breath, shaking her head as she spoke softly. "God knows you've dealth with enough from me..." She stated softly, he had been there through all her problems and helped her as much as he could to get through things. She wouldn't be where she was now if he hadn't been so supportive of her. A small smile played on her lips as she looked down at him, leaning to press a kiss to his lips, lingering there for a moment as she brushed his hair back from his face. "I just want you to be ok, you know that baby? I'm not trying to change you or anything... I just want you to be here with me for a long time." She murmured gently, softly, she loved him more then anything and couldn't be able to picture life without him. (NT) -- Bianca, 04:26:20 02/05/06 Sun

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• His arm around her tightened as he pulled her closer to him, his eyes lightly shut as he returned her kiss sweetly, and then nodded a fraction. "I know, B... And I want to be here with you for a long time..." He promised her softly, for what it was worth. No matter what direction his life went, he always wanted her to know that he wanted to be with her. They had already lost a few years to their own selfish ways when they weren't getting along, and he never wanted things to be like that again - he was just thankful that neither of them had had the guts to call off the charade. It was hard to say where he would be now - or where she would be, for that matter - if they had given up when things had been rocky between them. "I love you." (NT) -- Gavin, 04:30:47 02/05/06 Sun

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• She sighed deeply, nodding a little. "I love you too, baby, so much..." She murmured gently, her eyes showing her honesty as she gazed at him. "What do you say me and you will go out tonight but maybe somewhere on the strip? One of those dark, dingy bars you like so much?" She winked teasingly, her hand trailing over his leg absently as she gazed up at him lovingly. "You can wear your rattiest pair of jeans and I won't even complain about them." She stated with a grin, leaning up to press a kiss to his cheek. "No one will know us and we can just hang out like old times, before all the pressure, yeah?" (NT) -- Bianca, 05:17:46 02/05/06 Sun

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• He couldn't help the slow grin that spread over his lips as he rested his forehead gently against her temple, eyes lightly shut for a moment. "Yeah, baby... Sure. If I can wear a hoodie too." He teased gently, the hand of his arm around her shoulder moving to twist into her hair as his lips brushed her jaw sweetly. "Sounds good..." The idea of just getting out and spending an anonymous night with his girl was incredibly tempting - sounded exactly like what he was feeling up to. Distraction and freedom all in one. His lips caught hers for a sweet, warm kiss, his smiling lingering a moment longer. (NT) -- Gavin, 05:30:39 02/05/06 Sun

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• "I'll even wear a hoodie with you." She stated with a sweet smile, tipping her head up for another kiss before she sighed and closed her eyes. "Can we drop Achilles off with Ethan and Emily first?" She questioned softly, her brow furrowed a little. She was a little reluctant to leave their little puppy alone for any amount of time, he was just to little still, just a baby. She brushed a hand over the dogs ears, earning a quiet woof for her efforts before she sighed, shaking her head. "Tomorrow, maybe, we'll be able to go to the pet store and find something that might encourage him to move every once in awhile." (NT) -- Bianca, 05:42:06 02/05/06 Sun

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• He obliged without hesitation and dipped his head to kiss her once more before nodding a little, a quiet smile softening his features as he just watched her for a few moments before speaking once again. "Yeah, for sure..." He agreed that the pup probably shouldn't be left along for long periods of time just yet - he was so little still. He brushed her hair back tenderly and then gave her leg a gentle squeeze, glancing down to the little Achilles. "You wanna call Ethan and make sure that they're around? I'm just going to take a quick shower.." Even if he was scrubbing it out in jeans and a hoodie, he felt like a refreshing shower would be a good idea before they left. (NT) -- Gavin, 05:59:27 02/05/06 Sun

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• I started smokin' cigarettes there's nothin' else to do I guess -- Bianca, 09:09:04 02/05/06 Sun
  • "Not a chance. I only share my shower with those of the womanly nature." He growled as an arm looped around her waist to pull her close while he returned that final kiss. He swatted at her behind after she attempted to tickle him, and then disappeared to take his shower. When she popped in to get his 'okay' for the dinner, he only laughed a little. "Dinner's fine, and I don't hate Emily..." He promised, and then finished up and stepped out to get dried off and dressed and ready to go. Even though he ended up wearing his most favorite jeans - his most worn, faded, and tattered ones - just a black hoodie, and didn't bother shaving, he still looked more rock than homeless. It didn't take him long to get ready - he could actually be a fairly high-maintanence guy depending on the occasion, but not tonight - and soon he was joining her back in the living room, scooping Achilles up off the floor as he went. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:18:53 02/05/06 Sun

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• She was lounging on the couch, her hand resting on her stomach absently as she waited for him. A smirk crossed her face as she looked up at him, rolling her eyes teasingly. "It's about time, we need to get a place with two bathrooms, seriously." Not that he actually lived with her to be technical about it but whenever he was home he spent most of his time here with her, especially now that their relationship was getting more loving and serious. "So, Emily said to reassure you that you don't have to worry about 'cohertin' with the enemy'." She faked Em's southern drawl. "Seeing as how you guys are competition with each other, being in different genres and whatnot." She was now talking to him from inside the bathroom where she brushed her teeth and then reapplied her lip gloss, flipping off the light as she came back into the living room, slipping on a pair of comfie green and white pumas. "She wasn't sure you'd realized that. Seein' as how she looks so rock and all." (NT) -- Bianca, 09:24:20 02/05/06 Sun

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• He nodded a little, taking over the couch with the puppy while she finished getting ready, and then stepped into his shoes and held out his hand for the carkeys - handing over the puppy in exchange. "Yeah, we should look into that..." He stated in all seriousness - though he was currently splitting his time between here and Los Angeles, and he was hoping he would be on tour with the band in a couple months, he still considered this place home. It would be nice to have her with him all the time when he was around here. "I'm not scared of no girl... Especially that sweet little blonde." He scoffed, but winked with a small grin as he leaned down to press a warm kiss to the side of her neck. (NT) -- Gavin, 09:35:36 02/05/06 Sun