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Subject: *hugs medeis*


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delena
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Date Posted: 00:52:19 04/28/01 Sat
In reply to: medeis 's message, "i don't mind your teeth at all...(long post ensues)" on 00:05:52 04/28/01 Sat

you know, sometimes outside points of view are just what is needed.

i think what hurts the most my ego. i never say that i'm wrong or apologize except in a backhanded way. it's the best that i can do, even for the people i really really love. i've always been extremely proud. it's all i have, my pride, after the slings and arrows i've suffered in my lifetime. we all have our story, though.

but this time i did just that: say i was wrong and apologize, with no backhanded or subtle words. just that "i'm wrong. i regret. i apologize." it meant that much to me. and i got the proverbial door slammed in my face.

yes, time to move on. which is why i searched until i found something totally unrelated to the rest of them. i'm on the computer all the time anyway...and i found the perfect place, with wonderful people. i suppose i'm just still in shock that i've completely lost a good friend.

i've always been allergic to rejection. i feel i've failed as a person.

but it gives me heart and faith to know that i'm accepted here, that i'm appreciated, and that you look forward to spending time with me here in this tranquil forest. i look forward to hearing from the both of you (the three of you?) as well. every bit as much as you do with me. i look foward to teaching you all i know, as well as learning everything you're willing to share.

thanks, medeis. you're a true friend. :0)

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