Author:
Dang Khoa - (tranvietvn@yahoo.com)
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Date Posted: Thu, Sep 06 2001, 17:41:44
Cuoc song cua nhung nguoi "gay" la tri thuc!
Vang! Cho phep toi duoc tam goi nhu vay. Chung toi cung nhu cac ban thoi nhung co dieu khac la chung toi may man duoc dao tao them vai nam o 1 truong dai hoc, cao dang nao do. Va chung toi dang, da, se co 1 vi tri nhat dinh trong cuoc song, de lam duoc dieu do chung toi phai co gang phan dau rat nhieu.
Chung toi da tung rat met moi, nhieu luc chung toi muon buong xuoi tat ca boi chung toi gap ap luc tu nhieu phia: gia dinh, ban be, dong nghiep...Rat nhieu lan chung toi da tu hoi minh: bao nam qua chung toi da duoc gia dinh tin yeu, ban be va dong nghiep quy men, vay thi cai gia de tra cho su tu do cua rieng minh co dang khong? Khong co ly do nao de chung toi danh mat niem tin tu gia dinh, ban be, dong nghiep... Do vay phan lon chung toi chon giai phap than trong trong moi quan he voi nguoi cung gioi, chung toi biet "cai kim de trong gie lau ngay cung lo ra" nhung chung toi se lam tat ca de dieu do xay ra tre nhat, chung toi rat biet dieu do khong de chut nao nhung se khong qua kho voi chung toi neu chung toi biet song vi moi nguoi.
Voi thoi dai thong tin bung no nhu hien nay chung toi biet duoc rat nhieu nhung thong tin ve gioi "gay" qua bao chi, inter...cung nhu cach sinh hoat tinh duc lanh manh, an toan. Chung toi co the giao luu hoac tham gia nhung forum cung nhung nguoi co chung suy nghi. Du sao noi chuyen voi nguoi dau mat cung an toan va de dang hon?
Phan lon chung toi bang long voi nhung gi chung toi da co. Tao hoa sinh ra chung toi nhu the nao thi chung toi la nhu the. Chung toi khong trach cu hoac than van tai sao chung toi lai khong giong nhung nguoi binh thuong, vi co dau buon hay than van chung toi cung khong the la 1 nguoi khac?
Chung toi la "gay' nhung ve hinh thuc, cach cu xu chung toi cung giong nhu nhung nguoi dan ong binh thuong co dieu khac biet la chung toi ham muon nguoi cung gioi chu khong phai la phu nu. Chung toi rat phan doi nhung nguoi la "gay" nhung luon coi minh la phu nu du chung toi la "gay" nhung khi tiep xuc voi nhung nguoi nhu vay chung toi con cam thay so huong chi la nhung nguoi binh thuong.
Cuoc song cang hien dai thi cang phuc tap, giua nguoi va nguoi duoc lien ket boi dong tien. Phan lon gioi "gay" hien nay quan he voi nhau luon nhin vao so tien co trong nguoi ban tinh, nguoi ban tinh cang nhieu tien thi muc do tinh cam cang sau dam va nguoc lai. Ho khong nghi rang chinh ho dang lam cho hinh anh cua gioi "gay" noi chung xau di, chinh do cung la ly do lam chung toi de dat hon trong cach quan he cua minh.
Chung toi cung co nhung cuoc tinh thoang qua, nhung cuoc tinh mua ban bang tien, con lai phan lon chung toi den voi nhau tren phuong dien tinh cam, chung toi can nhung nguoi ban chia se nhung vui buon trong cuoc song cua chung toi. Va cung that buon vi 1 ly do nao do chung toi phai chia tay voi nhung nguoi ban hieu chung toi. Doi khi chung toi khong muon trach cu dieu gi de moi nguoi phai tiec nuoi qua khu em dem. Quan niem cua chung toi: nhung gi khong thuoc ve chung toi nua thi do chinh la nhung ky niem dep...chung toi khong nuoi duong su han thu, tinh ghen tuong mu quang. Noi nhu vay khong co nghia la chung toi de dai trong nhung moi quan he, chung toi biet niu giu chi lam buon them nhung trai tim da noi nhip ngay hom qua. Chung toi cung co nhieu mat chua duoc tot vi trong moi nguoi chung ta luon ton tai 1 phan la con va 1 phan la nguoi. Khi phan con trong chung toi chien thang phan nguoi co the chung toi da co nhung suy nghi va hanh dong chua duoc dung lam. Nhung chung toi dam khang dinh rang chung toi khong he lam cho xau di nhung suy nghi ve gioi "gay' o Viet nam.
Chung toi cung muon co 1 gia dinh cho rieng chung toi, 1 chon binh yen de sau 1 ngay voi bao met nhoc noi cong so, chung toi co the tro ve cung chia se nhung niem vui, noi buon voi gia dinh rieng cua minh. Co 1 gia dinh nhu vay voi chung toi khong phai la kho, dieu chung toi tran tro la lam the nao de chung toi xay dung duoc 1 gia dinh hanh phuc ngay cang ben vung, khi ma cuoc song "sinh hoat" vo chong khong duoc nhu mong muon?...
Toi thay mat moi nguoi noi ve 1 vai suy nghi cua chung toi. Va toi cung hy vong cac ban hay cung chung toi khac phung nhung diem chua duoc hoan chinh de khi noi ve gioi "gay" Viet nam khong phai la nhung cai lac dau.
Cuoi cung toi muon noi voi cac ban la: Mot anh lua chia se la mot anh lua lan toa. Mot nu cuoi cho di la nhieu nu cuoi nhan lai. "Su song" chi co khi di cung voi long vi tha, su hy sinh, de moi ngay con nguoi deu duoc "lam moi", deu yeu minh va yeu nguoi hon nua. Khong co nhung dieu do, song moi chi dung lai o muc do ton tai ma thoi.
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