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Date Posted: 22:11:40 12/19/01 Wed
Author: td
Author Host/IP: 205.188.196.28
Subject: you have misuderstood.
In reply to: NotAFrenchFriedOnion 's message, "Re: Thhe vent" on 21:09:22 12/18/01 Tue

I have no control over my anger. If anything, it's he who has been physically abused by me, on more than one occasion.
I have beaten him sensless, but this time i went way to far. I'm the kind of person who can be beaten to a bloody pulp, and still crawl across the floor screaming 'fuck you pussy boy.' I take pills to help me control, but they don't always work. He did me wrong, so i hurt him,very badly, until he finally lost it himself, not that i care. I need no shelter, he would never hurt me unless in defense. Usually, he just lays me on the floor, and sits on me for hours, until i regain control. The pain he inflicts is emotional, he only hurt me this time because i made him, blocking the door, and beating him sensless, till he snapped. Unconsciencely, its what i wanted. Death is nothing to fear, people only begin to fear it with age, due to the fact that they have lived for so long. Change scares many people, and thats all it is, change. Shelters are for people who fear death, and pain. I fear neither. I wish everyone would fucking die, and i have an overwhelming desire to watch, only been able to do so twice, it was indescribale, Made me smile. Fuck them, fuck you. Do not care for me, for i will never care for you.

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