Date Posted:18:58:46 09/07/01 Fri Author: Anonymous Subject: I need HELP
I'm 17 years old. I remember a time when I was truley devoted to God. Over time, I've fallen away from him. I've never been able to talk to anyone about this before. I would never want to hurt my parents. They are all out christians. (Did I mention my dad was a pastor? He just recently took a new church. And I wouldn't want anyone to say, "Well, why should we listen to you when you can't even get your own family saved?") I want to believe in God and have the faith like my parents, but I dought. I'm not sure if there is a God. I feel so dirty.... I'm always being called on to pray during sunday school and our teen classes. I don't even know how to pray anymore. I always listen to the lesson and think up a prayer to go along with it so I will be prepared in case I get called on. Everyone thinks I'm a christian but I can't stand all the lies. I'm a very moral person but I'm not a christian. I want to be saved but i don't know how. I want God to speak to me but why don't he??? It seems like it'll be eternity before i know the truth.....
