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Date Posted: 13:33:19 02/26/03 Wed
Author: Mandy
Author Host/IP: 152.163.189.98
Subject: My Life

hi -
i'm mandy...as you have probably figured out. i need a place to vent and i was hoping this could be it and it would be wonderful to get feedback as well. my girlfriend is in the army and is awaiting deployment 45 min. down the road and she's been there close to 4 weeks now. i've gotten to see her a few times here and there, and overnight a couple of times. we've been together about 4 months now but it certainly seems longer. we love each other very much and i am having a hard time right now dealing with our seperation...and considering the army can't know she's gay makes it even harder it seems. she gave me power of attorney and custody of her two little girls who are both under 4. i love them both very much.:) but after they go to sleep and i'm left alone i swear i go nuts. we moved into our house on the first of this month and bye the 8th she had begun active duty, and i became a mom...more or less. my life went from being virtually carefree with a few bills to 2 kids, and much more than what i am used to. i had/have the choice to keep the kids, and i want them with me but its tough being a single parent. most of the time its ok, but there are other times when i'm overwhelmed and all i want is for things to return to the way they were. i love my girlfriend so much,i've never loved anyone the way i love her. and i hate going to sleep without her, not feeling her close to me and i hate waking up without her. i miss her so much...
but that's my life right now. any feedback is welcome.

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