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Date Posted: 00:38:01 12/28/01 Fri
Author: Jade (NEW ONE) from now on JADDED to be clearer
Author Host/IP: 64.12.104.181
Subject: Re: Why am I still trying so hard @#!!@#$$#@!
In reply to: Rhonda K 's message, "Why am I still trying so hard @#!!@#$$#@!" on 23:18:40 12/27/01 Thu

Rhonda K,

You sound a lot like me. I am so sorry about your Dad!(BR) Mine had cancer at one time also.


Yes, I am Jadded.
Life has taught me that.
I DO know what is is like to have to watch your back all the time.
I have been through about 20 ODS!
If there is anything I can do to help, please let me know.


This medication I am on, is my last hope.
I have been on it long enough to know it is working but just enough to keep me from killing myself.
I HAD plans for doing so after Christmas.
It takes more courage to endure the panic attacks (as you described) and the terrible pain,
than to kill yourself.
I am depressed about every single day, but some days is worse. I am so sorry about your Lynn.

Please know that NOT EVERYONE is out to get you,
but how can one know, without trust?
It's a catch 22, right?


I am sorry about your work situation and hope things get better for you!

Sincerely,

Jadded

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