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Date Posted: 10:28:22 12/29/01 Sat
Author: Rhonda K
Author Host/IP: 216.66.152.104
Subject: Sandy, Sandy, Sandy...I have missed being here too
In reply to: Sandy 's message, "Hey Rhonda" on 08:44:03 12/29/01 Sat

Hey you...well..this morning is better, and though I cried myself to sleep..I did get to sleep. I am so worried about what Lorne is having to deal with...and trying so hard to not show him how bad my depression has gotten.
Last time I was in to see my doc, he said, we would try the increase...before looking at admitting me to the hospital. OMG...that was a kick in the butt...so now, I am waiting for the increase to please please take effect.

Moving, was a big decision...but one I don't regret. Like you, it was for my relationship...and I need that so much now. I know he loves me...but I still worry about if my depression will end this 'marriage'...or will strengthen it.

I miss my mom big time...miss Caleb like crazy. I hate that I am missing seeing him grow up...I talk to him on the phone almost everday..but it is when he says "yu tum to myy houssse now Annie." and I have to say "pretty soon baby" and he says "noo..not peetty sooon...now..beeze" and I just want to jump on a plane..lately he says "yu still wooking (workin) annie...?" and I have to say " yes sweetie, auntie is still working"..and he says "oh" and gives the phone to his mom..cause he doesn't want to talk to me anymore. Oh...man ...I just want to hug him and hug him and hug him.

Oh well...one day at a time.

I am doing better now....this board, Sandy..is a lifesaver, thank you so much..

Love you and scott lots..

MUH MUH MUH

Rhonda

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