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Date Posted: 11:10:42 09/04/01 Tue
Author: Solie
Author Host/IP: 65.32.142.34
Subject: Still low today, but not in the throws of it.

Yesterday was really a very bad day. I was out of control crying and feeling bad, sorry, guilty, you name it, if it was negative, i was feeling it.
Here's what happened.
My son, wh o is 24 and has the possibility of doing great in his life. He is Microsoft certified and is holding a job as director of operations for a computer company in North Miami Beach, FL. WHEN he was 17 he started doing drugs and fell into a trap of addiction. He got his act together when he was 20 and it wasn't an easy road. He is smart, has such a good heart and he is adorable. HE came to visit me at my sister's, specifically to tell me he had a relapse and to let me know he needed lots of support and love. OF course he has my support and love. ONLY I fell apart after he left the next day CAUSE I just felt so bad (he lost 14 pounds) and sorry .for him and what he's been through and for how he feels (like a little lost puppy, ashamed of himself for giving in to his addiction demon again). ANYWAY, so i couldn't stop crying, i couldn't eat, i was just pathetically miserable.
I took a zanex last night after i got home from the airport and i went to bed early and got a pretty good night sleep. I AM feeling much better today, although i feel a little numb, but i know I will be ok. I love my son so much as you all know. And it hurt me so to see him like that. He has a lot of support and will do and be fine. His employers are working with him and know the story. His girlfriend is supporting him and he has the support of his family. I just wish i lived close by him. I hate that i am 4 1/2 hours away. I am back at work today.
so that is the story. thanks for listening.
love,
Solie

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