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Date Posted: 13:26:14 09/07/01 Fri
Author: gem
Author Host/IP: 166.102.229.112
Subject: I don't think anyone gives a darn.

I;m beginning to think, no one cares about me at all....and that......is the truth. I post here and there....and I'm lucky if one person even responds. I know....it may be my depression, but that is how I feel. Then everyone posts to someone.......and they (get 100)-posts......and its yipee'....and all that.....and I can't even get a post from old friends anymore.........I give up, I truly do.

I know, I can't force people to like me......and I'm not going to do that....anymore. I feel bitter an a little bit used.....maybe its best, if I took a time...out, before I say something I'll regret later......because......I am feeling angry inside as well. I go off on a tantrum.....and then I feel temporarily better.....but life at home......has been difficult for me....of late, and I'm not going to go into details.....and......Alina is having problems at school as well.

I just feel.....crappy.......and I know no one can help me....and we got turned down for the loan we tried for......and so.......that......made me upset too. I don't know what we're going to do. Maybe I should turn off the internet.....altogether......and just kill myslef. Then , no one would have to worry.....and I wouldnt' etiehr.

Gem

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