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Date Posted: 15:32:59 08/05/01 Sun
Author: Rhonda K
Author Host/IP: 216.66.152.129
Subject: Hey Guys...

Woke this morning at 3:00 am...came on line...I felt as though someone had woke me up..but Lorne was asleep beside me. Then once online, I realized the day and time.

August 5th...early morning...Lynn hung himself 3 years ago at that time. Funny how my mind works. I am ok...just felt strange. I ended up falling asleep on the couch. Lorne came through this morning, wondering what had happened. I told him. He held my hand...and asked if I was ok. I said I was and that it was just weird.

This is the first year...I haven't been in a state of absolute depression...my life has moved on. Though I will always love Lynn and I do miss him. I am grateful for the life I have now.

I have been really busy with work and home lately. Lorne and I are doing well. He is wonderful.

I miss you guys alot...but some nights, with all the work I do on line at work...the last thing I want to do it get on the computer at home.

I finally decided to go back to the maximum dosage of my meds. I tried for 3 months on a lower dose and it was not working. I was too emotional and couldn't handle day to day stuff at work or at home. So, after only 4 days on the right dosage, I am feeling so much better.

So, just being me, trying to get through day to day..like all of you. Some changes, but not much more than that.

Hugs...MUH MUH MUH

Rhonda

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