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Date Posted: 15:48:03 08/03/11 Wed
Author: Vice Verser
Subject: July 11, 2011/Monday/4:53 P.M.

I'm at the library just chilling. Used up my computer sessions like an hour ago, I was on Facebook the majority of the time. I put two more poems on my USB for my next book, "I AM TIMEBOMB". Meant to go on Amazon and buy "Humanoid" by Tokio Hotel. My money is kind of running low.
Gotta find a job soon, most of the time I don't even feel like looking. There's so many places I can't even apply to because I'm banned from their property. Lol, I want to be a run away but I think I'm kind of old for that. I don't think I could work a minimum wage job for long.
After about a year or so of that I have a nervous breakdown. I'd like to further my education but when I really check into that I realize that there's no career fields they offer that interest me. If I can't do what I love, which is write and rap and make money from it, I think I'd much rather be dead.

It's a really crazy World and I doubt I'd miss it much. wonder how long it'd take people on my page to find out I was dead and not just avoiding my page. I know it's not right to think this way but I couldn't help it. I'm censoring myself as I write it, I don't want to say anything too depressing.

I've read about "Law of Attraction" and what not, maybe I should try thinking more positive thoughts. They say you can't trick the subconscious so I'ma just keep it real and say what I feel at this moment. Tomorrow I'll be in a completely different mood, probably. Listening to Jeff Buckley's song "Grace" for like the 10th or 12th time today.
I'm in love with this song.

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