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Date Posted: 15:59:06 08/03/11 Wed
Author: Vice Verser
Subject: July 11, 2011/Monday/5:07 P.M.

Barbara was here, I think she still is but kinda seemed like she didn't want to be bothered. So, I'll just sit here and write a little. Catherine said she'd be giving me a ride to Columbia to see her perform. I'm really nervous about meeting her, hopefully she doesn't think I'm a jerk.
I get really nervous around new people and I think she said a few of her friends were tagging a long.

After I get to really know a person I can be really clingy, needy and loud. I don't know, I guess I just have to feel people out and see what personality I want to use around that group of people. When I was younger I saw a new social setting as a place to show different sides of my personality, then again. I guess that's what everyone does.
I think I might be obssessed with Barbara, she just left and was saying she liked the poem I sent her online. She asked me what I was writing more poetry, I should've been like, "Nah, just obssessing about you in my journal". I hate that I think bold stuff like that in those type of situations and never say it.
I just feel awkward lately when I'm around her because I liker her alot and when I like a female that much I get nervous around her. It's stange because if she actually gave me the attention I want I'd probab;y get scared and start ignoring her. I just want to get her to like me so I can sit back every now and then and be like, "She likes/liked me....".

That seems extremely narcissistic now that I think about it or maybe it's pathetic....idk.

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