| Subject: ........ more inane ramblings......... |
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Samantha
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Date Posted: 09:17:00 03/15/02 Fri
In reply to:
Julia, the faithful and effective accountant
's message, "aw shucks, now I just GOTS ta post hehehe" on 07:30:15 03/15/02 Fri
Man, you people cannot possibly understand what I'm thinking right now. Fudge, even I can't understand it. As I quit, I'm suddenly having this odd urge to rejoin... the only problem is I know how badly my character will fail. As you've said, Julia, I loved making dyanic characters with multiple emotions and sides to them. I liked having pasts to explain why they were as they were. So few people ever got to veiw even an inkling of many of my characters full history. In some ways that hurts. I'd really love to start over with just one character who is creative, full, and well thought out, but I'm afraid I'd die too easily. I want to RP with everyone here, I want to be friends with everyone, but it's so hard for me. Sometimes I think I write too well, and people are intimidated. Maybe I'll try again.................... Gah, I -always- come back......... when will I ever just sever the JBTH limb already.........? But maybe....................... maybe you'll see me again.......... my face hidden behind an equine's eyes.............. my fingers keying their movements............. my mind working overtime to feel the emotions.............. When I used to rp, I'd get so into it that I could feel what my character felt. I think that's why I loved rping so much, because I really became another soul for a few moments in time. I've even cryed before because my character was so sad. I've grown smug when my character was cocky. I carry their emotions in my heart. I think that's what makes me a good rper. No, I won't say I'm great. I may know it in the back of my mind, but it's not fair for me to compliment myself. I may try again, make a few futile attempts. But there's only one condition for that... everyone else has to try too. I think if we all just take a few characters and strengthen them, get them to meet other characters, make them grow, I think we can salvage JBTH for a while. I keep hearing that the RPG world is dying, no one can find good RPGs anymore, what about JBTH? Why can't we come back? You can't teach an old dog new tricks, but you certainly can't ignore him for that. I'm going to try my best to be a decent co-owner here, and maybe, someday, a shadow of a character will grace chat, and I'll see how he or she does. Just maybe......
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