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Subject: I am going to loss it!!! Author: Amy [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: Wednesday, June 18, 03:17:44pm I am going to loss it!!! Right now i want to bunch the lights of anyone or anything.... o my god!!! Give me a freaking BRAKE!!! Okay so i am just so sick of all of this... I am not sure that the he!! i did but i must have done the worst thing in the world to have who ever the he!! is running our lives this pi$$ed at me! Dad is all excited when it is his ideas... i am trying to get an income and my ideas suck! basically when we move i am just going to continue to do nothing... We will be moving into a trailer... there is not even enough room in this house to do my art work... let me think if a trailer will...freaking a... Dad tells me the grout will come off the old windows with a putty knife... i had 3 and 2 blades...the blades broke and the putty knives did nothing... it took 2 hours and i still have 1 side of the 1st of 3 panes... i pu them back outside before i just broke all the windows... i am ready to pack it all up and since he is going to the dump send it all there. Dad says i need to find a way to make money... no shit! I cant get an outside job because the care is not working... there is not a cab, bus, train...nothing...i live in maine... no one wants to hire me here anyways after they findout my name and my mom's name... which i am so utterly tired of people thinking i am like her... i work more in 10 minutes then she has ever worked in her whole life. Which none of this matter because i dont have a car... Sell on ebay... yeah if i had 10cents to rub together i would... all the college loans want payment... i cant stand long enough to do dish... how the he!! am i going to be able to stand at McD's askng people if they would like fries with that???? dad saying well go in a new direction... where... I know i have been venting...i am just tired of not even having a dollar to get a soda... in college i worked...now all i cn do is sit here and cry People say push through the pain... what the hell do they think i am doing... i am sorry just totally tired of it all... i am 27 and i dont go out, i see my best friend what once every 3 months... she lives less than a mile away, i am tired all the time, doctors say cut out what causes pain, dad says find a different direction... I used to see the road ahead..now all i see is a wall... I am sitting here crying for what--- i have no idea why... Im sorry i just hate this... i am so tired of the fighting to take a step... tired of having to get help... tired of saying i cant pay... 3 years ago i was just out of college...my bills were paid... now the bills stack up... dad is in debt because he helps me and my brother... he is not under any oblication to do anything for us... I am just so tired of banging my head on the wall for nothing but bad thing... Sorry i am just so very annoyed and tired of it all...time to help dad...he is back... Amy=( Sorry for all the swears... just tired and mad and frustrated... guess this is a good day to write letter to the congress and govoner...lol [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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Subject Author Date Sorry Amy Wednesday, June 18, 03:25:43pm Re: Sorry -- Nancy Noel, Wednesday, June 18, 06:07:04pm