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>>hello, my name is Michael and I was born in February >>1982 in Fort Smith, Arkansas. I was born at Saint >>Edwards Mercy Hospital in February of 1982.. and was >>pretty much immediately adopted by a women who just >>happened to work for the Department of Human Services. >> She didn't work in the adoption field.. she worked in >>the Food Stamp Fraud division. >> >>I'm at that age in my life.. almost 30 now.. and I've >>recently had this weird feeling in my stomach that's >>been telling me that I really need to find out who I >>really am.. so I can go on with my life. I think >>about it almost every single day now.. and I really >>want to know who they are or were.. so I can find out >>who I am. I mean, we only get this one life so they >>say.... and if that's the case, then I really think I >>too deserve to know who I really am. I think I should >>get the chance to find out where I came from and know >>my own family history. Not only my family history.. >>but also find out if I inherited any medical problems >>that I should be cautious of in my future. >> >>My birth mother tells me that I have no medical issues >>to worry about.. but that's easy for her to say you >>know? Because its not her.. its me that's wanting and >>needing to know this information. >> >>If my birth parents didn't want any contact with me.. >>or didn't want me finding them in the future, well.. >>then I respect that. I mean, it sucks.. but at the >>same time, I respect their decision. But, on the >>other hand.. I sure would appreciate just being able >>to know where I came from at least, you know?!? I >>mean, we're all given this one life to live.. >>shouldn't I get the opportunity to know where I came >>from?!?! >> >>It's hard for people that weren't adopted to >>understand.. to understand the emptiness that we >>adoptees feel, especially as we get older. It's like >>there's a missing piece of me out there.. and I can't >>go on with my life until I find that missing piece. >>And now I'm a grown ass man in tears, ugggghh. >> >>Anyhow, mom.. dad.. if your out there, I just want you >>to know that I'm not mad at you guys for putting me up >>for adoption. Just know that I'm not mad nor do I >>have hardly any resentment for the decisions you guys >>had to make at that time. I still don't know the >>reason why you guys had to put me up for adoption, but >>I'm sure you had your reasons.. and I understand that. >> Know that I do love you guys.. and if you ever find >>this, and know its me.. just know that I love you and >>I sure would like to find out where I came from.. >>remember, we all have only one life to live or so they >>say.. don't I deserve at least to know where I came >>from?? Don't I at least deserve to know my mother and >>fathers names?? I think I do.. and that's why I'm >>searching for you guys. >> >>Thanks..
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