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Subject: Desperatly Need Healthy Advise on Greiving

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Jennifer

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Date Posted: 12:39:55 05/25/03 Sun
In reply to: Vicki 's message, "Re: Cool!!,,, and some musings if you will.." on 07:02:14 11/05/01 Mon

>Hi there; my name is Jennifer I'm 26 yrs.old.I'm not very computer literate so forgive me for not being in order.Last year (June1 2002),my younger sister 21 at that time passed away in my house accidentally.She was my BEST friend and the only person in this world I had to be here for me,to do things with,to laugh with about nothing.We've been through EVERYTHING together,good and alot of bad I guess.I know its normal to feel responsible,but I feel I really do have reason to feel responsible for her death. We were brought up in seperate homes.Mine was very abusive.All our lives we were so close,so unfortunatly I taught her alot of negative things I've learned.She really looked up to me and wanted to do the things I did.To make a very long story shorter the night she passed she trusted me to know that what we were doing would not hurt her."I reasured her a few times"!!When I found her body the next day she was very dead.I can't help but feel unworthy of life.She had two beautiful children.The older one "7yrs,"was sent to wake up her mom.I miss her SO MUCH!! Every day is a struggle.I just want to be with her so badly.The closer June 1st comes the harder its getting again.My question will most likely sound sick or even selfish,but I was wondering if I was to commit suicide would we be together again?? Your answer won't be my decision,so please be honest.If you know someone else that could answer this question could you pleae pass this on to them?? Thank you (SO MUCH) for listening. xoxoxox

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