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Subject: HELP


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Maegan
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Date Posted: 11:42:31 04/24/02 Wed

I'm a recovered Mia and have now turned to Ana. I can't keep up with Mia because of my band and i sing and Mia does a lot of damage to my voice. The main reason for doing this is because of the way i look in general. I'm 5"5 and weigh 166. This absolutely disgusts me. I developed eating disorders when i was little and my dad was obsessive about the way i looked and how much i weighed. I started over eating about 2 years to try and get back at him when really i was only hurting myself. In the middle of last year i discovered Mia and it got off a little bit but not enough. I've really screwed up my weight and have to get it off. I look in the mirror and want to cry. I know if i ever want to get my band anywhere i need to have a body that looks good and if i want to live the way i want i have to be thin. There is a beautiful person under the fat and i desperately just have to find her. I need to learn how to resist food and how to stick with this and not give into my worste enemy, food. Anything will help. Thankz much!

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