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Date Posted: 00:33:57 12/21/03 Sun
Author: Anonymous
Subject: Everything

What's ^ GOD? How ya doin? I'm NOT doing to good. Things haven't been going good for me at all. Once I lost my lil empire I built, things started going down hill from there. I DON'T have anybody on my side. NOBODY believes in me. NOBODY gives me any RESPECT. My father took money off the house in '95 & now he's having PROBLEMS paying the mortgage every month. He's barely making ends meet. My mother retired from her job. The lil money she makes is NOT enough to get the job done. My brother is NOT working. He hasn't had a job in 3yrs. I'm NOT working myself. I'm trying to put my talent you've given me to use. I CAN'T let this go. I mean, I feel like this should've happened back in '00. I mean, I had my strenght, & I had my speed. But as you can see GOD, I didn't take advantage of it. I just let it slip right through my fingers. I'm basically relying on people to get by. That's NOT how a grown man suppose to live. I got lucky a couple of times this year. If it wasn't for you GOD, I don't know what I would've done. I NEED a break GOD. I deserve one. I've been working hard for the past 4years, & nothings happened. I prey to you every night GOD. I KNOW you hear me. I mean, I wanna be the one to come through for my family & loved one's. I've been suffering for years & I want it to stop GOD. I NEED for you to take this pain away. I CAN'T cope. I CAN'T really sleep. I hardly eat. I have NOBODY else I can turn to GOD. Their's NOBODY else I wanna turn to. Your thy ONLY person that can help me. I really NEED a break in life. Ever since I left H.S, my life went down hill. I've through away a lot of years not doing anything. I KNOW if I was in thy N.F.L, a lot of things in my life would've been different. I feel so alone. I HATE feeling like this GOD. PLEASE make the pain go away. PLEASE give me a break in life. NOT just me GOD, I'm also refering to my family. They deserve it MORE than me. They've been really parents. Most parents would've threw their kids right out if they were doing what me & my brother are doing. I'm so happy they have their health. I DON'T know what I would do if I lost either one of them. They mean MORE to me than life it self. I want them to see me make something of my life. They at least deserve that. I owe them that much. I CAN'T go on living like this GOD. I NEED my life to change. I want my life to change. I DESERVE this GOD. & your thy ONLY person who can give me this. Their's a lot of people who DON'T have any faith in me GOD. I KNOW if I was in thy N.F.L. GOD, people wouldn't look at me the way they do. People wouldn't take any cheap shots at me. Things'll be very different for me. Why haven't you answered me on this one GOD? You've ALWAYS came through for me. Your ALWAYS there for me whenever I NEED something. I just want the pain to go away. I wanna be able to wake ^ w/ a smile on my face. PLEASE GOD, help me:-)

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