VoyForums
[ Show ]
Support VoyForums
[ Shrink ]
VoyForums Announcement: Programming and providing support for this service has been a labor of love since 1997. We are one of the few services online who values our users' privacy, and have never sold your information. We have even fought hard to defend your privacy in legal cases; however, we've done it with almost no financial support -- paying out of pocket to continue providing the service. Due to the issues imposed on us by advertisers, we also stopped hosting most ads on the forums many years ago. We hope you appreciate our efforts.

Show your support by donating any amount. (Note: We are still technically a for-profit company, so your contribution is not tax-deductible.) PayPal Acct: Feedback:

Donate to VoyForums (PayPal):

Tue, May 19 2026, 1:39pm PDT [ Login ] [ Main index ] [ Post a new message ] [ Search | Check update time | Archives: 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, [10] ]

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

Date Posted: Sat, Jan 31 2004, 5:14pm PST
Author: Bella
Subject: Overwhelmed Kitten
In reply to: 'Sai 's message, "Breakin' away for myself" on Sat, Jan 31 2004, 5:03pm PST

She choked back a sob, a sudden strength she didn't know she had welling within her core. With a fierce struggled shove she had wiped her eyes clear from any hint of tears. Grabbing for the jeans she had tossed on the couch she shoved her slender legs into them, tugging off the skirt and buttoning the denim that swallowed her petite figure and pooled at her feet. Shoving her feet into a pair of jet Uggs and pulling on the heavy black suede coat she had recently obtained due to the negative wind-chills. She made after him, her mind churning in recoil from his attack, she couldn't let her true emotions go - she recognized that. Not this time - it wouldn't work. But that was the thing - she didn't want it to "work", she didn't want to "get him back". They belonged to each other, that's how she felt in her soul, her very being - he wasn't something she wanted to have or own - she was someone she wanted to be, someone she wanted to be with, the dangers she had drawn up - though they were very relavent, she couldn't leave him hurting like this. An essence about her poured bravery as she left the warmth of the lodge to face the one person in this world who could dislodge her from anything. She didn't dare touch him - she remembered what happened when you touched someone who was furious with you. Her fingers tracing a memory of a scar along her hip. Flashing blue eyes watched him. Voice firm but low. Isaiah - I'm not good enough for you. I didn't know what to do with myself when you left - I had never felt like that before - I'd never comprehended the feeling of having my soul ripped out. And it hurt - I was beyond understanding that so I locked it away and tried to fix what it was - I didn't know why I felt that way - I missed you and I knew you were in front of the world and you are the most amazing man I know. I was scared to lose that and still be left here wanting you. I was terrified, I was wrong, and I never want to be without you.

[ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]
Forum timezone: GMT-8
VF Version: 3.00b, ConfDB:
Before posting please read our privacy policy.
VoyForums(tm) is a Free Service from Voyager Info-Systems.
Copyright © 1998-2019 Voyager Info-Systems. All Rights Reserved.