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Date Posted: 01:59:28 01/25/02 Fri
Author: AngelInBound
Subject: A Decision Near Impossible

A Decision Near Impossible

Today I wonder what to do
for there's a decision I need to make
A decision so close within my heart
with so much being at stake

When inside me grows our child
and on my finger sits your ring
a married life is our future
and happiness is what it'll bring

Though I want to have your child
it's earlier than we planned
with your visa still in the air
It's hard to work out where we stand

I know what needs to be done
but can i do what i need to do
when it's so close to my heart
I wonder how it'll affect me and you?

Money is one of the issues at hand
as is your Australian stay
A place of our own is another strain
So I just don't know what to say

I want the baby that is true
but I know i'm talking from my heart
That it's not the sensible thing to do
The decision is stabbing me like a dart

How do I decide the hardest decision
and know that i've done what is right
How do i get rid of a part of our love
and sleep with the thoughts at night?

How do I make the toughest decision
without regretting it in the end
and if I decide to do the sensible thing
How do I know my heart will mend??

How do I know you're always going to be there
and how will you look at me after the ordeal
knowing the horrid thing I'd done
How will you truely feel?????

How will I look at myself
knowing I'd killed part of our love
I guess I don't know what to do
the decision was too tough.

I looked for the answer in your words
and went the way everyone thought
But when the moment was upon me today
I became quite very distraught

I wasn't able to walk in that room
and allow them to take the baby away
for the decision hadn't been mine at all
but based on what others did say

And so here I am wondering what to do
It's a decision near impossible to make
with my heart so closely involved
There's just so very much at stake!!

By Kellie Austin

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