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Date Posted: 15:18:29 09/12/01 Wed
Author: GhostDog
Subject: Re: The Way I Am
In reply to: Girle 's message, "The Way I Am" on 13:55:36 09/12/01 Wed

These words wring like something I've written myself. Words in a journal that once was so dear but now gathers the dust of the years. Everything you say in this piece conveys a feeling and a state I've been in. Feeling like you can't let someone in because you don't want to be hurt. At the same time you're longing so much to give the love you have away, that you'd give it to anyone that asked! You just want to get past the love you're hung up on but you'd give him another chance if he said the right things. You don't want to keep repeating the same things but it seems so hopeless. You just want to meet the love of your life so you can get all the bullshit over with and be happy. At least that's where I was and although I didn't believe anyone else felt like I did, I know now that we all do. There's a certain age where our brains ARE a mess. There's a point in our live's where we could each be certifiably crazy but we make it through that with time and patience. You'll see, it's not YOU, it's not THEM, it's just the way it IS. You're not overanalyzing, you're just being careful. People used to say I was paranoid but I believed I was just being thoughtful and leaning towards self-preservation. Whatever the case, I pushed away alot of "good ones" and I pushed away a lot of "bad ones". Eventually it evens out.

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