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Date Posted: 07:56:36 10/06/01 Sat
Author: P-rock
Subject: Rebecca On My Mind

I sleep to dream of you,
Sitting in the many hues in which I've painted you.
So much brighter than you really are!
So much more beautiful now than you could have ever been.
I lull my heart to dreaming and remember the way we kissed
I remember the way I held your head when I kissed it and smiled at you.
You said, "I don't deserve the way you kiss me."
I never understood that until it was too late.
I've never wanted to consume a face as I did yours,
Never yearned to be between legs like the two you walk on.
All my years have been a silent wandering in the wake of your coming...and your going.
I'll never understand how two hearts that needed each other so much, needed so much to be apart.
I loved you with more passion and intense, deep love than I've ever loved any other,
Yet, I had to say goodbye to you...for my sanity, for my life.
I'll never understand where that love came from and I'll never know where it went.
If I could speak to you I'd ask you why we never did the things we said we'd do?
Why our dreams were idle and weary.
Why my heart still wanes as I dream of seeing you once more.
So many years ago, so many moons, tides, lives lost in between and loves in my heart!
But still, there you sit in my heart on a pedestal.
I still rework the conversations and try to recall words written on loose leaf paper.
The bonfire that became my life with you burned all the tangible memories but I can't burn you out of my mind.
And you know what?
It pisses me off!
I'm mad that you still haunt me like a ghost inside my mind!
All the years that have toppled over years and tears and all the rest,
Days that wore me into the ground and made me feel less than normal.
I hate you for that.

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