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Date Posted: 12:51:57 06/05/01 Tue
Author: Portrock
Subject: Re: Becky
In reply to: me 's message, "Re: Becky" on 11:51:39 06/05/01 Tue

Thank you, those are kind words and perfectly said
But I'm afraid my heart will never heal that wound.
I have waited almost a decade for that gaping wound to close
But you know what?
It NEVER does.
You will move on in your lives, you will find new loves
And YOU WILL be in great relationships that will last
But you will never forget the one that you loved first if they are gone,
Even if getting away was your idea.
I can't explain it.
All these thoughts and emotions I've exercised in the last few weeks are old,
I thought they were things I've written a thousand times, I thought I was done with them.
It seems though, I only meant to write them, I meant to be done with them.
I'm feeling so differently now that they are coming out of me.
A sort of regression therapy that sparked itself in me and wants to cleanse me.
I don't want to dwell on things that hurt me, I guess my friends never wanted to listen
and because I knew that, I never wanted to talk.
I do thank you poets here for letting me speak and offering your compassion when you can tell I need it.
It's the reason this forum has survived.

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