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Subject: *~*Dancers prance Upon nimble soles of Amber*~* Author: Amber [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ] Date Posted: 10:46:50 08/07/03 Thu In reply to: Sonny 's message, "+You Stand Here With Me+" on 18:37:03 08/06/03 Wed ~She walked over to the stallion~ Whats wrong Soul? ~She looked worried~ ((ok im posting as her in two diff places... lol this kinda defies the laws of physics!! heh)) [ Next Thread | Previous Thread | Next Message | Previous Message ]

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[> [> [> Subject: |^The Past still has me Conquered^| Author: Soul [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 13:59:36 08/07/03 Thu |Deep blue eyes locked upon the pair| |They were just like his mother’s| |Slowly he steps over to his grandparents| |Greeting his grandfather with a bow| |And his grandmother with a slight touch| “I-I have to tell you about Mother… while it’s fresh.” |He began in a shaky voice| “Twas fault of mine she is dead.” |Takes deep breaths| “Before death she told me to find Father. Which I have done and have made peace. But she also she spoke of you both.” |Images flash about his mind, painfully| |He saw his mother lying in a pool of blood again| |”Oh Daddy… I love you… I wish you were here… I’m scared. Mother, oh Mother please be strong And forgive me for everything! I love you… Noo… don’t let me leave my baby! I have to watch my baby! Daddy! Ivan! Raise him, please! Mother, love him as I do! Nooo! Don’t leave my baby alone…”| |He shook his head and broke from the memories| “She was scared… and said she loved you… She wanted you to forgive her, for everything… and to be strong…” |He trailed off, not knowing what else to say| |But everything his mother said reflected in his eyes| “It was all my fault.” [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> Subject: *~*Dancers prance Upon nimble soles of Amber*~* Author: Amber [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 14:13:34 08/07/03 Thu *She touched him lovingly* Soul you have grown and we are so proud of you, please, dont blame yourself *she looks at him eyes full of tears, she nuzzles him* Its going to be ok now, we'll be a family, just like before.... *She trailed off, thinking of her beloved homelands, she sighed, she would give them up if Soul desired to remain in the valley* [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> Subject: +You Stand Here With Me+ Author: Sonny [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:27:14 08/07/03 Thu Lobes laced back as he he listened to the story of his own daughter's death. How could he live with himself, to know that he wasn't there when she needed him most... Head jerked back a bit as he took a step back, fighting the urge to run away from his problems. I love you... Moon Hope... He thought to himself, unaware that he was thinking aloud. Memories flooded him; the mishaps the family had gone through in their struggle to survive. Many memories of John and his animal terrorists haunted him. When he had first became involved with Meela because no one was around when she was first captured... The second time... When Ivan became part of the family... The third capture... The last one haunted him most. It had been the hardest one to deal with. What came most to mind, was when Moon had fought off an unreal personality. He would never let himself forget his daughter... He snapped his head up as he realized that he had been staring out into nothingness and looked up at his grandson. He stepped towards him. [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: |^Too much for my Soul and there's no relief in sight^| Author: Conquered Soul [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 10:34:48 08/09/03 Sat |Silver visage turns away from them| |Just like before?| |No, it could never be| |Things can mend but there will always be pain| |He could have a family here, but never a complete one| |Always broken, he would always be broken| |Gaze returns upon them| |He stepped back as his grandparents came near| |Ooids steel gray once again| |Just like his mother’s when upset| |What am I doing! his mind screamed| “No… don’t… touch me… don’t come near. I-I’m not well… I’m cursed… I shouldn’t be touched ever again. I did what I had to… now… I… should go. Forgive me… but three years of… torture… chains… Memories… beatings… abuse by men… I’m cursed. I shouldn’t… I shouldn’t be here! I don’t know what I was thinking!” |Fronts lift for the sky| |He wanted to run so badly| |But he wanted to be all the way free too| |Feeling overwhelmed he screamed and beat the air| |His mind seems to have snap again but this time…| |He was crying| [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: *~*Dancers prance Upon nimble soles of Amber*~* Author: Amber [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 08:39:45 08/10/03 Sun ~She paused and watched him~ OH soul... ~Tears steaming from her oods~ Soul we love you.. Please dont leave ~She extends her muzzle toward him, trying to comfort her only grandson~ [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: +You Stand Here With Me+ Author: Sonny [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 18:59:02 08/11/03 Mon Lobes lace back as Soul begins to blurt out. Step back is taken to give him space. Soul...I know it's hard...But we love you...Your mother would want you to stop this and be happy... He knew his efforts were futile, for he felt as Soul did. Only he did not know the exact same torture as him. Life wasn't fair. Everyone had to deal with it. Bad things happen to good people...like Moon. He wouldn't let the same happened to Soul. Not while he was alive, that is... [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: |^I want my Soul back^| Author: Conquered Soul [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 15:34:17 08/12/03 Tue |Rivers of tears stream| |Streaming for freedom| |For Hope and Relief| |Streaming the pain| |The Sorrow| |Fronts land and sink into the earth| |He sways and prepares flight| |But he wasn’t in control| |Each time he moved he felt sick| |Each time he tried to turn away he felt dizzy| “Mother oh mother.” |He sobbed in hopelessness| |Slowly his limbs buckled| |He lay on the ground silently| |Weeping| |Visage toward the sky| |And eyes tightly closed| “I… want… to stay… I want… freedom… I… want… a family… but I… don’t deserve it. I… I’m cursed. Can’t you see? I… Can’t to feel relief… don’t deserve…it...” [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: ((())) Author: Stasia [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 12:27:18 08/14/03 Thu ((sorry to do this to ya but im gonna be away until the 25th so Ivan and Amber wont be here! Im sorry i've been having computer problems so i couldnt get on to tell yaz. i'm leaving today, actually in like two hours! lol sorry again! I'll be back on the 25th!! byz!!)) [ Post a Reply to This Message ]

[> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> [> Subject: [bye] Author: Soul/Michelle [ Edit | View ] Date Posted: 11:14:48 08/17/03 Sun [ Post a Reply to This Message ]