<font color=silver>(His brow furrowed as he looked at her.) I am so lost.. (He said simply, it was much easier to let Jewel know what he was feeling now that he had broken down.) When Skye and I were little, we used to spend all our time together.. we ran away together and joined the agency together and.. (He shook his head, smiling ruefully.) She was my best friend even when we were lovers.. and then all of a sudden she came home and told me she'd been forced to have an abortion.. (His eyes clouded with though.. he had loved her immensely until that point.. they had never recovered from the pain of it.) And now.. I look at her and I feel so selfish, but I just want her to love me, so I am not alone in this.. </font> -- .:Nikolai's Apartment:.

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Date Posted: 05:34:30 10/19/05 Wed
Author: Niko
Subject: (His brow furrowed as he looked at her.) I am so lost.. (He said simply, it was much easier to let Jewel know what he was feeling now that he had broken down.) When Skye and I were little, we used to spend all our time together.. we ran away together and joined the agency together and.. (He shook his head, smiling ruefully.) She was my best friend even when we were lovers.. and then all of a sudden she came home and told me she'd been forced to have an abortion.. (His eyes clouded with though.. he had loved her immensely until that point.. they had never recovered from the pain of it.) And now.. I look at her and I feel so selfish, but I just want her to love me, so I am not alone in this..
In reply to: Niko 's message, "::Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me:: ::I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong:: ::Your arms around me tight, everything felt so right:: ::Unbreakable, Like nothing could go wrong:: ::Now I can't breath, Now I can't sleep:: ::I'm barely hanging on::" on 04:41:47 10/19/05 Wed

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She sighed softly, tightening her arms around her 'little' boy. "Oh baby..." She murmured softly, biting her lip as she brushed his tears from his cheeks. "You can't replace Fyre with Skye, Niko. You and Skye have had your time together and its past now, you've both moved on." She bit her lip, her brow furrowing as she gazed at him. "Especially not now, it's just your protective instincts kicking in, you always want to take care of everyone, to protect everyone and you can't take away Skye's pain, neither can she take away yours. It's not fair for either one of you for you to try." (NT) -- Jewel, 05:37:49 10/19/05 Wed