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Subject: Re: Depressed Girl

Author:
hazeem

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Date Posted: 03:55:12 11/26/04 Fri
In reply to: Connie 's message, "Depressed Girl" on 19:57:45 10/17/03 Fri

>I am really depressed and feeling miserable right
>now�.it�s like I cannot move on. Why? Because the
>one I love and truly love left me�.he�s gone�away from
>me. But I know it�s just physical distance and not at
>heart�.
>
>My boyfriend was assigned to work in another country
>and I must understand that his job has no permanency
>because he�s an Expat. He�s been away for almost a
>month now. I love him so much. My feelings, my love
>for him is so strong that it could really make me
>forget almost everything. We�ve been together for
>almost 10 months now but I would say that the time we
>have spent together were really precious ones
>including good and bad times, and most especially our
>unforgettable intimate moments together.
>
>There are few times that I would start crying because
>I�m missing him so much especially those moments or
>times I needed him most. His loving and tender touch
>would tell make me feel such unexplainable comfort and
>security. At night, I want to feel his arms around me
>(now my tears beginning to fall�) and feel his heart
>beating next to mine�.but I cannot do that anymore!.
>I wish I could�..God why do this has to happened? I�m
>really suffering�.so much! My heart is bleeding from
>being brokenhearted. One more thing, sometimes
>insecurity or let�s say paranoia strikes me.. I know I
>shouldn�t feel that but I�m only human. I love my man
>and it would really hurt me if I learned that he�s
>liking somebody else there. No!!! I must Trust him.
>I must trust his love for me!
>
>Yes, we are communicating, e-mail, once a week phone
>call. But seem not enough for me. I need him. The
>real him. Not just his voice over the phone or his
>words in the e-mails.
>
>Right now, I am out of focus. I have a work to attend
>to but I�m completely disoriented. I�m just scared
>that one day I would lose my job because I�m no longer
>competent enough to work in the company. But what can
>I do??? It�s so hard to focus! Nothing comes into my
>mind except him. Only him. I even lost my appetite
>in food. Starting to lose weight.
>
> I have not heard any word of assurance from him yet
>that one day we will be together again�.for good. I�m
>afraid to ask him. I don�t wanna put any pressure on
>him because he was just recently divorsed from his
>wife and don�t want to make him feel that I demand
>from him. But I am really suffering so much�it�s so
>hard.
>
>What shall I do?
>
>I would truly appreciate for those who can help
>me��please?

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