Author: indira [ Edit | View ]
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Date Posted: 22:21:24 09/11/04 Sat
hello, i am very confused at this time. this is mostly about a guy. here goes....i met a guy 6 months ago who is 12 years older them me, divorced as well. i am 19 and just turend 31,when we just started talking i didn't thik anything of it, i never thought of us being in a relationship, he came here to visti but nothing happend then 2 months later i went to florida with my family (that's where he lives) we stayed in his apartment for 2 weeks, with us were also his cousins (that's how i met him over them), by being there we had intercourse and that's how we decided that we're together, he came 2 months later which was about 2 wks ago, he stayed for 10 days and we were together everyday.. the problem is nobody in my family knows about him, only 2 of my best friends. well this is the main thing, when he went back, 10 days later he has asked me to marry him. i dont' know if i'm ready to get married, i mean i'm in school and i want to finish school, he's a great guy and i know i would be happy with him, but bc i'm so young the question is "happy for how long? , i'm very lonley, i don't go out much anymore, i don't have the will to go anywhere not even to hang out with my friends, i don't know what's wrong with me, i can't think straight,,,i told him that i would not marry him, that i'm not ready, and i also broke up with him, but he still calls me , tells me that he loves me, and that i have hurt him very much. I'm so used to talking to him, that i don't wanna lose a friend, he is one of my best friends, i dont wanna lose him, but i'm afraid by talking to him again he would change my mind about marriage,,,WHAT DO I DO PLEASE HELP!!!!!
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