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Date Posted: 20:06:00 07/09/06 Sun
Author: 百目鳥
Subject: 停車時的感觸

停車時的感觸

人老了,感動已無多,有的只是感觸。感動是新的,像初生嬰兒,第一次吸入這世界的空氣,刺激得放聲大哭;感觸卻是舊的,像一道陳年創口,已然結疤,被偶然事物的牽動拉扯了痛處。痛在心,眼淚緩慢地滲出,還未流下已被吹乾。

想我近來,忙得沒空思考,更沒空感受。工作、上課、開會、測驗、做功課、被催稿、設計年宵產品、下星期還要上上海。彷彿乘坐的是特快列車,站與站之間只有短暫的,一片漆黑。

今天下午卻冷不防,有這麼一剎那感觸的餘裕。

忘記朋友婚禮的日子,沒有置裝準備,又故意遲到。到場時新郎已在致詞,說到他已逝世的爸爸,嗚咽不已,沒法成句,會場因而靜默了大半分鐘。不知為何,那一刻,坐在台下的我,竟同樣感到心中沉痛,眼圈四周慢慢有些溫熱起來。當然沒有真箇流出眼淚,旁邊的Gillian也沒察覺。

我的爸爸仍然健在啊。令我感觸的大概只是昨日的種種,還有明天的茫茫。如果此刻就要將人生總結,尚未飛黃騰達的我,可有什麼能留下被人敘述?

舉手不回,一往無悔。那就是,如今的我唯一的領悟。

幸好這種感觸不太經常。否則一時想不開,要鬧結婚便麻煩了。

2006/7/9

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