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Date Posted: 04:18:03 08/20/02 Tue
Author: The Serpent
Subject: Re: Yeah, "moving on."
In reply to: Lona 's message, "Oh, right." on 00:00:55 08/20/02 Tue

Never been real comfortable with sticking around for a real long time at one place. Not even on message boards.

As for me getting kicked off. I kept seeing the Guestbook and getting wicked thoughts about what I could say. Of course I actually tried to think of ways to censor myself, so that I don't offend anyone. This was a confusing time, cuz, as you may recall, I was "losing my touch." The old me would never even consider censoring himself. It would be like seeing the Joker and Batman becoming best friends.

*Gasp!* Censorship?! How dare anyone!!

A message board of mine was taken down on account of me being too "vulgar" and too "abusive." I argued censorship to Boardhost! And I must have blown up their e-mail.

A similar event (not as "violent") happened here with what's his face.

I was probably classified as one of those internet "pigs" who enjoyed starting arguments and winning them. One of those who would say stuff just to offend people. Which isn't exactly true. People just happen to be offended by my opinions .... sometimes. But, you can turn on CNN, Mtv, or read a newspaper, or simply have a conversation with the kids at your local mall and get the same sort of conversation I give.

Reality must offend a lot of people. Because, I think, people are trying to escape that on the internet. I think that's why I am (or was) hated on the internet so much.

Everybody (until I got here) hated me. I mean, I got death threats from Klan members, religious people, patriotic extremists, nazi weirdos, those people from the Land Over Baptist place, devil worshippers, those stupid assed shallow punk rock freaks, and all that.

One KKK member even went as far as to say that his group of people had psychics who could track me down.

That one was sorta funny. Some of the others were horrible. One really bothered me for a real long time.

Cuz, in real life, I've only gotten two death threats, and that's when I was going to high school. I stayed over my step grandmother's house. I just remember being scared and how the house smelt really bad.

Then, there are the message boards I've been banned from and the boards I've simply up and left.

Anyway, besides schwabra, most of the people who used to post here do not post here any more!

What's up with that? It's like they vanished as soon as I started posting here.

I liked it here. I liked the people who posted here. I liked a lot of the people who posted at the other boards. I liked the fact that someone could come along and actually change my view points and motivate my energy to actually do something positive.

It's gotten a bit cozy here. Which is what I didn't like at first. But it's gotten better. Nobody gets really really pissed off, and nobody wants to cause bodily harm to me. Stuff I really don't care to talk about.

Seen Triple X yet? Vin what's his name asks this guy, "Have you ever been punched in the face for talking too much?"

Just change that to, "Ever gotten your knees smashed in backwards and chocked by a big fat redneck for talking too much?"

I couldn't help but laugh.

Now, can you see why I was conflicted? Especially at that fork in the road I was taking (i.e. losing my touch)?

Getting beat up didn't change me, girl friends didn't change me, even friends, family members, or teachers didn't change me.

It was a fucking message board!

God, that is so sad..

That's sort of weird now that I think about it.

But, no, you're not letting me go until I say something extremely wrong. Which I hope I don't.

It's really sad when you're scared of what you might say.

Does anybody else have that problem?

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ARG!! -- Lona, 13:56:13 08/20/02 Tue