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Date Posted: 07:05:00 02/19/02 Tue
今日我好想好想打個電話同你傾計,因為今日我好唔開心,又係大頭蝦之過。我已經好小心咁檢查清楚,應該冇問題先出街,點知都係咁,畀人地彈番轉頭,忽然間好沮喪,個個都恰我,個一剎那好想同你訴苦,因為你一定會企鬺劗,聽我講---挾f我添,以前我唔珍惜,初初開始同你一齊既時候,你成日打電話畀我,其實我應該開心至係,有你關心我應該感恩,殊不知身在福中不知福既傻瓜,到今時今日先想永遠擁有…諗番之前你好密咁打畀我,我係有飄飄然既感覺,覺得自己好似掌上明珠咁,有人對自己好,而我咁冷咁對你,其實係我唔知點面對你,因為我向你一開始講左個大話,唯有一個大話R一個大話,你打過黎既時候正值我要忙既時候,咁我點覆你好呢?你好有耐性咁一個留言跟著一個留言,我知道當時你個腦一定會有好多問號,點解我會唔覆呢?係咪有另一個他,唔能夠當住佢面前聽電話?好多謝你冇對我發脾氣,你對我好好,連埋怨都冇……我而家好內疚,好內疚…
我有時鰜逡,你而家既離開可能係一件好事,唔會再有痛苦,因為做人真係好苦,我決定唔到下一刻我會點,我好想每一刻都過得值得,正如你離開之前,有曭L陪住你,吃飽玩夠,仲準備去ricky屋企,我相信你當時係好開心,如果我可以好似你咁,你話幾好呢?而家,我都唔知自己幾時係最開心,鶶抾}心既時候離去,是幸福的。呢一刻我又忍唔住,我真係會好牛角尖咁鰜逡,點解離去鶩茩n係你?點解你會坐響鶩茼?點解之前你推我,唔鰣茪擐P我食飯?到我打畀你個陣,你竟然同佢地出去食飯…我仲以為你之前推我既原因係因為月尾,等月頭食餐好既,點知…轉個頭你……永遠都冇機會……
唔知你而家鶱銎O?呢一刻可能你好辛苦,可能受緊審判,我好想幫你,我可以點幫?你話我知可以嗎?我好想報答番你,唔可以話係報答,係…乜都好,其實我知道雖然你同曭L一齊走左,但你地兩個而家應該唔會鬗@齊,係分道揚鑣,各自各既,現在既你係孤單一個,我唔知可以有乜野做到,完來我真係乜都做唔到,好冇用…你可唔可以鬺痚V覺既時候同下我一聚?我知道呢個只係我既奢望,根本冇可能,但我希望「只要有夢想,凡事可成真」,試下都好…不過,你會唔會怪我講太多大話?唔值得你對我咁好?
每日都有好多野想同你講,仲好長篇添,今晚都仲有好多野想寫,不過我驚越寫越收唔到…每日keep住,好冇?
呢個問號,只得我自己答自己....
你遠唔會知...
睇唔到...
我好掛住你,你知嗎?
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