Date Posted:07:55:30 06/23/05 Thu Author:Ashley Leland Subject::~( My Red Head, Blue Eyed Angel Boy
I lost my son Kodie James at the age of three on november 9, 2004. His father put him in the front seat of his car with no car seat. Thank God my two year old daughter lived. I wonder everyday why God had to take him away from me, and how long will it be before I ever feel normal again. Will I ever. It makes things twice as bad when my two year old daughter asks about him everyday, and wants to cover up with his blankets and wants to use his pillow or wants to put his socks on everyday. She is still to young to understand anything yet but she wants to know why kodie is in the clouds and not home in his own bed everynight. Sometimes I feel that I will not make it another day and yet somehow my daugher pulls me through it. I thank God for letting me keep at least one of my Angels, or I would not be here today. Thank You Lord for all you have given to me, letting me be a parent not once but twice I am grateful to you everyday for you miracles.