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>>>Believe me you are not alone. I've always wanted to >be a girl ever since I was about 8-10 years old and >even then envied girls who had long hair and could >wear skirts and look cute and stuff. I preferred girls >games as a kid and thinking back, was a pretty >sensitive kid myself. Later when I became a teenager I >began to go out with girls and even started to have >sex with them. But really I wanted to be with them to >imagine being just like them, doing girl things >talking girl talk and wearing girl things. I have only >ever been in love once with a girl and that was >because she was what I would have wanted me to be. I >never slept with her, I just thought she was the most >beautiful girl in the world and longed to be just like >her. I'm not gay but I am bi because I try and live >like a girl sometimes and occasionally have sex as a >"fem" with guys to fulfill that. If i could have >chosen right at the start, yes it would have been to >be a girl. If there is a "next time", I'm keeping my >fingers crossed that I will be a girl then. I'm in my >late 30's now and I think it is too late to have an >operation and anyway my family would never understand. >Besides, I don't think an op would really do it for >me, my voice and bone structure would never change and >now I've missed the awesome golden teenage years that >I would have had as a young girl. > >I have to be anonymous because of who I am but my >thoughts are with you and I know you will understand >mine too. take care, from a fellow "secret girl" to >another! :-) > >can we talk.Yes I sit here and would just to be a >>girl. I'm now fully dressed as Rachel and relaxing >>sipping a glass of wine. I often wish I'd been born a >>girl. I just love been feminine. It's more than >>dressing i would love the "necessary surgery" to >>transform me and to habve a functioning vagina! I can >>just imagine the pleasure of being with a >>man...mmmm..! What about you?
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