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The Boy who only wanted a friend ..

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Rick

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Date Posted: 15:27:32 10/18/02 Fri

It was a cold wet day and I was walking home from town when I saw two boys from school . They were walking toward me and I didn't think anything about it until they got in line with me ..That is when I heard they say them words " there that fag " and then they jump me .. I try to fight but they were bigger and stronger then me .. So I let them beat me and they did , my face and side hurt really bad ..I don't know how long they beat on me but when I got up it was dark .I think I sat there for about another hour or so before I could get up and go home .

When I got home no one was there , so I went to my dad gun cabinet and took out one of his rifle . I got three shells for it and turn around and left . I walk back to the woods and plan what I was going to do . I had it all figure out , all I had to do was decide when to do it .. I sat there and pick up the rifle and loaded the shells into it .I rested it on my knee and pointed it toward my chest now all I had to do was to pull the trigger .

I was so tired of all the shit and hate toward me ..I just had enough of being hurt and pick on . All I wanted was for it to all stop and this would do it and no one would miss me .. I try really hard to find some reason not do to do it but I couldn't . Until I heard a noise to the right of me and there standing there was my friend .. He came closer to me and when he saw the rifle on my knee , he stop and just looked at me . He told me that if I was going to do it ..I better have one for him too because we were in this together . I look at the rifle and pick it up and throught it away from me ..He came over and sat down beside me and told me how he found where I was and why .

He help me that night and alot of nights after that , he still does ..but I miss him bad and I will always .. So thanks my friend ..Someday we will meet again ..

Well guys , I hope you are not mad at me for writing this but I thought it was time for more writing and setting things straight .. This is a part of my past and that is where it will stay ..never again will I let people or anything take me to this point because I know better now ..

Take care ...

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Subject	Author	Date
I know how you feel Rick, I am glad that I had a Brother that saved me from not being here. You are loved AND cared about Rick. (NT)	Ashley	13:18:20 10/19/02 Sat


hugs you Rick...time heals a lot of wounds :o) (NT)	Michael	15:26:33 10/19/02 Sat
Good to see you again, MS! (NT) -- Trevor/TJ, 10:26:31 10/21/02 Mon m m m m m m !!!! (NT) -- Rick, 19:15:32 10/22/02 Tue

Thanks Ashley and Michael for posting here and your kind works ..take care my friends ..hugs (NT)	Rick	19:21:33 10/19/02 Sat


I think that you should continue ....	Warren C. E. Austin	09:10:31 10/21/02 Mon


Thanks ..I will keep writing more ...but don't be mad if I write slow ..I do it at my speed and when I can handle it .. So keep SMILING .. (NT)	Rick	14:21:30 10/21/02 Mon