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Friends ..

Author:
Rick

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Date Posted: 15:38:41 09/18/02 Wed

Friends ...what is a friend ???

To me a friend is a person who is there for you no matter what ..they don't leave you because someone don't like you or because of what you are ..

I have a friend and his name is Ashley ...he is a great person ...kind , nice and caring ..

I would like to tell you all something now about myself ...
About a year ago ..I had enough of all the bullshit and hate this world had for me ..I try so hard to do the right thing all of my life ..but it just seems like I couldn't do anything right or I wasn't good enough for anyone ..

So I thought about it and what I could do ..and I came up with ..it was time for me to call it quit to everything ..So I came online ...that night to take down my website and to say good-bye to a few person on here ...I first went to my e-mail and check it .. I got this e-mail from this kid ...in it he told me that my website was very good and that he could tell by it that I was a good and caring person .. so I wrote him back and also check out his website ..its was good ..really good ..

Well I waited to hear back from him but I didn't ..I was hurt a little but I didn't do what I was going to that night ... about four or five days went by and I thought to myself ..I guess I wasn't good enough for him to reply to me ..
I went on and closed my site and was really to turn this thing off for good and to give up on everything ..why stay no one like or needed me ..I was just taking up space that someone that was good could have ...I had it all figure out ..how I was going to do it ..

But for some strange reason ...I check my e-mail once more and there it was a reply to my message ..he told me the reason he didn't answer me sooner was because he didn't think I would want to talk to him ...hell that the same reason why I thought he didn't want to talk to me ..that I wasn't good enough for him ..

Well we became friends that night and we have been and are still friends .. So you see Ashley you save my life that night ..its still hard sometimes but with you as my friend I know I will make it .. I miss you alot lately ...I know you had to leave here to get things done ..( moving and other things) and I hope you are doing great ... WE WILL ALWAYS BE FRIENDS NO MATTER WHAT MY FRIEND .. I believe GOD send you to me and maybe he send me to you but I know you are my special friend " Angel"

Please don't take this the wrong way ..I know I have other friends on here but I had to write this ...so you will all understand it ...

I think I will be writing more here as the days go by ..its seems like most of you guys are too busy now to talk to me on yahoo and ICQ ..so I will write here ...to keep myself going ...

I love all my friends on here ...please understand this and where it is coming from ...my heart ..

I never thought about doing that again ...until the other night ... everything got to be to much for me ...but I didn't do anything ..and I will never ..
all I can say to that is thanks Cammy for being there for me ..alot of things have happen to me but I am working on it all ...and I am alot better now then I was a year ago ..and I owe alot of thanks to you guys for being here for me ..and I just want you guys to know that I am and will be here for you guys if you need me ...

I guess I better stop here and I hope this all make sense to you guys ..

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Subject	Author	Date
Awwwwwww Anythign I can do my dear friend. Love you forever (NT)	Cammy	19:22:12 09/18/02 Wed


Of COURSE it makes sense . . .	Trevor/TJ	21:57:39 09/18/02 Wed


I am glad that you couldnt leave or that you found a reason to still be here. I made a similar mistake once before and I found I was wrong.---->	Ashley	13:41:20 09/19/02 Thu
Hey, look who's online! Right again, he is. -- Trevor/TJ, 22:07:20 09/19/02 Thu

Thanks guys ..I hope I am doing the right thing ..take care * a big hug to you all* (NT)	Rick	09:09:45 09/20/02 Fri