Author:
Warren C. E. Austin
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Date Posted: 15:15:09 05/01/03 Thu
In reply to:
Rick
's message, "Disappionted .." on 16:55:39 04/03/03 Thu
... was never, ever about you Ricky.
Please believe me.
Also believe me when I told you that I would find you, when I was ready to talk.
I have e-Mailed you this (2003.05.01) day, and in addition sent an IM page to your yahoo.com User I.D. advising you of when and where you'll find me on-line awaiting the opportunity to speak with you.
This past month has been difficult for me. I have spent the greater portion of each day weeping almost uncontrollably - it would seem that the simplest of things set me off - and crying myself to sleep each night.
I am getting stronger each day; taking it day-by-day; one day at a time. I will get through this; and when I come back to the on-line world I'm going to want to have you right there at my side once more, caring and sharing the things that will be important to each of us. I'm going to want Ashley there, and T. J., and Andy, and *Jamie, and Henry, and Ron, and Simon, too. I would have wanted Robert and Stephen to be there as well, but sadly that will not be possible; and one other, but he evidentally has never really wanted anything to do with me; I suppose he never did, with my finding that he'd simply been going through the motions of his being interested and needing me.
So there you have it Rick.
I'm sorry for your pain, and the feelings that you harbour that my leaving was caused by you, or something you had done.
Such is not the case.
With best wishes to you and your mother,
I remain
Warren C. E. Austin
Toronto, Canada
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