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Date Posted: 11:59:23 05/27/02 Mon
Author: Jana~
Subject: Re: DEFINITELY more kissing please!!!
In reply to: Lindsey 's message, "Re: DEFINITELY more kissing please!!!" on 03:37:41 05/27/02 Mon

:::confused::: 'Wishful thinking' meaning you hope you WILL or WILL NOT ever meet him?

Sometimes I think I would love to meet him, but I just know I would make a huge fool of myself if I did. This weekend, hubby drug me to this big renaissance faire we have here in California... I felt like I wanted to crawl out of my skin. I was so nervous with all these people around me. And he knew this group of people from online, and he was introducing me to all these people... I wanted the earth to open up and swallow me, cause I was just THAT nervous. And none of these people were famous, or someone I had/have a crush on. I spent most of the day staring at the ground, avoiding eye contact, wishing I could just go home. Hubby said I was even embarrassing him.

So, I just know I would act ridiculous if I were to ever meet HIM, probably make him uncomfortable and make anyone with/around us embarrassed. Then after the fact, I would have a lifetime to relive that moment and hate myself for acting like an idiot.

Anyway, I'm babbling again. I got a little sleep (as much as I could with the pain I am in), but with the pain still there, well, I tend to babble. So, I'm stopping now.

MTLBYAKY

Jana~


>I know what you mean. I am totally in love with him,
>but I know I will never meet him. *sigh* Wishful
>thinking, that is!

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