| Subject: Re: One More Chance? ~*~ Storee` Part 6~*~ |
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Chelle
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Date Posted: 10:30:07 11/16/02 Sat
In reply to:
Chelle
's message, "Re: One More Chance? ~*~ Storee` Part 5~*~" on 09:51:03 10/17/02 Thu
Nhik: He's really cute. How old is he now?
Me: Yeah, thanks. Well ummm let's get going I don't want to get home too late so I can get up in the morning and get him to Rah's house.
Nhik: Why are you tryna change the subject? You were never good at this type of thing. You couldn't lie if you wanted to, especially to me. So tell me and don't try to avoid the question.
Me: I know, I know. Gosh I hate you sometimes. Well Malante` is almost four and a half months old.
Nhik: Four and a half months? [thinking] What? That don't add up to when I left Driya. You were sleeping with someone when we were together?
Me: What?!?! Boy HELL NO!!!! You already know I loved the hell out of you. Hell I still do love you. I never could get over yo ass.
Nhik: You still love me?
Me: Of course I still love you. I mean I know you didn't expect my feelings to just turn on and off when you left. What we had was three years in the making before we started going out. Then three more years for me to finally admit and realize that I've been in love with you since we were 10.
With that I started to cry. After everything that we'd been through in those six years just all caught up with me. I've never cried infront of him until he told me he was leaving and now here I was crying again. The second time in the past seven years. Gosh I hate him sometimes. Why did he have to move and then come back and make all of my feelings come back?
Nhik: Driya stop. Please stop crying you know I hate to see you cry. Besides you're gonna make Malante` start crying. I'm sorry about that. I didn't know all of that. You NEVER told me any of this. Now I wish I never would've left.
Me: Yeah me too. That's why when you left I was glad I had Malante`. That way I'd always have....
Nhik: What? Driya what was the last thing you said?
Me: I said that, that's why when you left I was glad I had Malante`. That way I'd always have a piece of you.
Nhik: What?!?! A piece of me? Malante` is my child? I have a son? And you never told me about him?
Me: And how? How could I tell you? I had no way to get in touch with you to let you know. Besides I didn't even know for sure until after you left. But don't you know that I would've told you if I had a way to get in touch with you?
Nhik: I know I know. But, man, I have a son. It's kind of unbelievable.
Me: Why is that?
Nhik: Because, me? Come on you've known me for more than half of my life. Even though for half of that you repulsed boys and I couldn't stand girls.
Me: This is true. But we always talked about getting married and having kids.
Nhik: Yeah it's easy to talk about it. But actually doing it? Now that's totally different.
Me: Yeah, but now that he's here there's no going back.
Nhik: Yeah I know. Do you regret having him?
Me: Well at first I was mad at the time it happened. But I will never regret having my baby.
Nhik: Don't you mean OUR baby?
Me: Yeah, but he'll always be my baby.
Nhik: Oh god you sound like my mother. Oh no my parents. They don't know about Malante`.
Me: I forgot too. Look I'll tell them everything. I mean that you didn't know anything about Malante` and that you just found out. That way they'll be mad at me and not you.
Nhik: Driya you know that they'll just think you're covering up for me. You know like you used to do when we were younger.
Me: Yeah I remember those days. We both used to get in trouble all the time for doing that.
Nhik: Yeah. Well um are you ready to go?
Me: Umm yeah, okay I guess. But what are we going to do about your parents? Should we tell them now?
Nhik: Don't worry about that now. We'll decide on what to do with that later, okay?
Me: Okay. So where are we going?
Nhik: Well I don't know. Where can we go with little man?
Me: The only place I can think of right now is the mall. That's where I always take him.
Nhik: Aww man. I don't know about that Driya. Especially since you like to shop and know that mall like the back of your hand.
Me: Boy I don't need anything. I bought everything new that came out that I liked already. Well not really I have to get these camel boots that they ain't have in stock until this week.
Nhik: Mmhmm. Let's see if that the only thing you get for yourself.
We walked out to his Navigator. I strapped Malante`'s car seat in the back. I walked around to the passenger side and there was Nhik holding the door open. I got in and he closed the door. He turned his Donell Jones CD on and put on "You Kknow That I Love You". He looked over at me and smiled. I bout near fainted. Well we drove about halfway to the mall in silence until he turned the volume down and looked over at me.
Nhik: So tell me about Li'l Man.
Me: Well what do you want to know about him?
Nhik: I wanna know everything about my Li'l Man.
Me: Well OUR Li'l Man was born on, get this May 5th.
Nhik: Naw, fo real? Man his mother was born on Valentine's Day, his dad on Sweetest Day, and him on Cinco De Mayo. What else?
Me: He was seven lbs. and seven oz. He was 20 1/2 inches long. He had the curliest hair I've ever seen. All the nurses would fuss over him since he was so cute.
Nhik: And I know you were like, "Yo back off. This is my child, and if you don't I'll make you back off." Am I right?
Me: How do you knwo me so well?
Nhik: Please Driya. I've know you since we were ten and we've been together since we were thirteen. In that time we've learned everything about each other.
Me: Yeah I guess so.
Nhik: Well what's his whole name? Cuz I knwo you gave him like thirty names.
Me: Whatever. His name is Malante` Nhikoles Christoff Solomon Fredieu Romerio.
Nhik: Oh god. Why'd you name that boy all of those names? I just hope he's able to spell all of those names.
Me: Boy two of those names are your's. Besides it took me almost two weeks to finally decide on a name.
Nhik: But did you really have to have all of those in his name?
Me: You already knew that Fredieu was going to be in it. I put your name in it so he'd have some sense of his father if you never came back. And I just like the name Christoff while Solomon means wise.
Nhik: Okay okay. We'll I'm just glad you did that. And I'm sorry I never called but that would've made me miss you more.
Me: Well being pregnant with your child didn't help me at all. Then having him just made me miss you more.
Nhik: Well look at it like this. I'm here now and I'll do everything in my power to be there for you and Malante`.
Me: Well that's good to know. I'm sure Malante` would love to have his father around.
Nhik: And what about you?
Me: Nhik don't take this the wrong way, but you left me and I know it wasn't your decision but still you left me. I spent an entire year or so trying to stop missing you. And just when I start to take the first step here you are again. All of these feelings are back. And you can't just expect us to start where we left off.
Nhik: I don't expect that Driya. I just want us to be together. Whether you want it to be serious like we were before or you want to take it slow. Driya I just want to be with you. Damn girl I LOVE YOU!
Was this the same Nhikoles Romerio that I met almost eight years ago? The same Nhikoles that always kept everything bottled inside. This caught me off gaurd, and by surprise. I just sat there for about five minutes. I didn't know what to say to him after that.
Aiight y'all that's part 6....tha's all y'all get for ri now. AHAHAHAHA!!! Add on again later.
Peacez,
Chelle
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