| Subject: Re: One More Chance? ~*~ Storee` Part 5~*~ |
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Chelle
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Date Posted: 09:51:03 10/17/02 Thu
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Chelle
's message, "Re: One More Chance? ~*~ Storee` Part 4~*~" on 11:20:06 10/15/02 Tue
I went downstairs to the kitchen to get Malante`'s bottles. I guess my mami heard me in the kitchen because she came in there. And she had this look on her face. The same exact look she had when I told her I was pregnant and Nhik wouldn't be in my baby's life, cuz he was moving away.
Allierin: Mija, Nhikoles esta` aqui. ¿Por qué? [Baby, Nhik is here. Why?]
Me: ¿Qué? [What?]
Allierin: Don't play stupid Alessandriya.
Me: Me play stupid what?
Allierin: ¿Alessandriya me dice porqué él todo de un repentino ahora demostrado para arriba? [Alessandriya tell me why he all of a sudden showed up now?]
Me: He's in my calculus class at school. We started talking, and he asked me if I wanted to hang out after school.
Allierin: And what about Malante`? I hope you aren't putting him off on Shai.
Me: No. He's coming with me. Besides TINY always offers to watch him for me half the time. So please don't go there with me.
Allierin: Did you tell him?
Me; No, not yet. But I will tell him tonight. That is if you haven't told him already.
Allierin: No that's your decision. He's your son and I can't make decision for his life. Now go have fun and tell him before someone else does.
Me: Yes mami.
My mami gave Malante` a kiss on his forehead before she walked out of the kitchen. I just shook my head and walked in the opposite direction to the living room, and there was Nhik sitting on the couch. Damn he was looking fine. I almost fainted but remembered I had Malante` in my arms and that I didn't want him to know I still loved him.
Nhik: Hey.
Me: Hey. You're kind of early. I'm used to you being about 15 minutes late all the time.
Nhik: Yeah well I didn't feel like staying at home. My little sister was getting on my nerves playing that damn B2K music. So I decided to just come here and wait, i fyou weren't ready yet.
Me: What's wrong with them? I like them...I couldn't date one if the chance ever came up, since I ain't tryna catch a case, but their cuties.
Nhik: Uh huh. And that's the only reason why you wouldn't try to jump them?
Me: Yeah. I didn't know I had to have more than one reason not to try and pull every nigga.
Nhik: And you think you could?
Me: Oh fa sho. Look, I got you hooked when I was 10 and I wasn't even all into boys then.
Nhik: Man whateva. I pulled yo ass when we were 10 and still got ya.
Me: Yeah Nhikoles okay.
Nhik: UGH! Quit callin me Nhikoles. It's Nhik or Ali.
Me: Boy shut up. I'll call you what I want. And quit cussin infront of my baby.
Nhik: Mmhmm. So you got him and yourself ready in what...an hour? That's a miracle for you.
Me: No Tiny and Lyric got him ready for me while I got ready. Is that okay with you?
Nhik: Lyric is still here? I thought homegirl would've been out doin her singin and writing thing by now.
Me: Yeah she's still here. She's upstairs with Tiny and she's this li'l guy's Godmother.
Nhik: He's really cute. How old is he now?
Me: Yeah, thanks. Well ummm let's get going I don't want to get home too late so I can get up in the morning and get him to Rah's house.
Nhik: Why are you tryna change the subject? You were never good at this type of thing. You couldn't lie if you wanted to, especially to me. So tell me and don't try to avoid the question.
Me: I know, I know. Gosh I hate you sometimes. Well Malante` is four and a half months old.
Nhik: Four and a half months? [thinking] What? That don't add up to when I left Driya. You were sleeping with someone when we were together?
Me: What?!?! Boy Hell No!!!! You already know I loved the hell out of you. Hell I still do love you. I never could get over yo ass.
Nhik: You still love me?
Me: Of course I still love you. I mean I know you didn't expect my feelings to just turn on and off when you left. What we had was three years in the making before we started going out. Then three more years for me to finally admit and realize that I've been in love with you since we were 10.
With that I started to cry. After everything that we'd been through in those six years just all caught up with me. I've never cried infront of him until he told me he was leaving and now here I was crying again. The second time in the past seven years. Gosh I hate him sometimes. Why did he have to move and then come back and make all of my feelings come back?
Nhik: Driya stop. Please stop crying you know I hate to see you cry. Besides you're gonna make Malante` start crying. I'm sorry about that. I didn't know all of that. You NEVER told me any of this. Now I wish I never would've left.
Me: Yeah me too. That's why when you left I was glad I had Malante`. That way I'd always have....
Nhik: What? Driya what was the last thing you said?
Me: I said that, that's why when you left I was glad I had Malante`. That way I'd always have a piece of you.
Nhik: What?!?! A piece of me? Malante` is my child? I have a son? And you never told me about him?
Me: And how? How could I tell you? I had no way to get in touch with you to let you know. Besides I didn't even know for sure until after you left. But don't you know that I would've told you if I had a way to get in touch with you?
Nhik: I know I know. But, man, I have a son. It's kind of unbelievable.
Me: Why is that?
Nhik: Because, me? Come on you've known me for more than half of my life. Even though for half of that you repulsed boys and I couldn't stand girls.
Me: This is true. But we always talked about getting married and having kids.
Nhik: Yeah it's easy to talk about it. But actually doing it? Now that's totally different.
Me: Yeah, but now that he's here there's no going back.
Nhik: Yeah I know. Do you regret having him?
Me: Well at first I was mad at the time it happened. But I will never regret having my baby.
Nhik: Don't you mean OUR baby?
Me: Yeah, but he'll always be my baby.
Nhik: Oh god you sound like my mother. Oh no my parents. They don't know about Malante`.
Aiight that's all y'all get today. LOL!!! I'll come back later and add on Part 6 aiight? Aiight, holla!!!
Peacez,
Chelle
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