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Subject: Re: I Don't Want To/Ever Again

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Chelle

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Date Posted: 15:58:42 05/05/02 Sun
In reply to: Chelle 's message, "Re: I Don't Want To/Ever Again" on 15:52:53 05/05/02 Sun

Clara:[crying] I mean I didn't know all that happened. I didn't know.
Lami: Baby it's aiight he's in a better place now. The one we have to really worry about is Chelle.
Clara: I think I should go talk to her.
Haze: Naw I'll go you guys stay here.[he went upstairs to find Chelle sitting in the living room with a box of tissue.] Hey are you aiight? You left kinda quick down there.
Chelle:[wipping her tears away] I'm aiight just somethin I need to deal with on my own.
Haze:[sitting next to her] If I might say something like that is worth having friends to help you get over but not forget that person.
Chelle:[shocked] You know?!?! Who told you that?
Haze: Yo brother and Clara kept talkin about it and we asked what was wrong and they told us. We were just concerned.
Chelle: Yeah well..[starting to cry again] I guess you guys know now. No need to try and hide it I guess.
Haze: Chelle, you should try to get over it but don't forget him. He sounded like a great person, but for your sake you need to get through this. It wasn't yo fault that he went in that store and came out and got shot. It was just what was supposed to happen.
Chelle: But you don't understand I loved him, and I still do. Nothing will ever change that. And I can't just forget it like it never happened, he DIED in MY arms. That hurts. You try loving someone for 3 years and then they just die in yo arms. [she got up to leave]
Haze: [holding her back] Wait don't leave. I'm sorry I know I shouldn't have barged in here like I was gonna do somethin to help, when in reality I can't help you unless you want me to help you. So I guess I should just tell you the real reason wy I came up here aside from being concerned about you.
Chelle:[sitting back down] You got a mouth and a voice so speak.
Haze: I really like you Chelle. I don't know what it is but you have this glow about you that no one I know seems to have. And I like that about you. I wanna get to know you as a person because I don't want it to be just a physical attraction I want it to be more than that. I want it to be a mental, physical, and social attraction. I wanna like you for you the person you are deep inside. And I want you to get to know me and like me for the person I am deep inside too. I guess what I'm trying to say is that I wanna be the next person to love you and I want you to love me too. I wanna expierence something I've never had with another girl. I want you to be the girl that I give my love to before anyone else. You and only you. No one else.
Chelle: I don't know. I mean ummm I don't know what I mean I gotta go.[she got up to leave the house and go back home.]
Haze: Damn. Oh well I guess she'll come back and at least talk to me unless..[he went back downstairs]
Jiz: So where's Chelle at?
Haze: I guess she went back home. She left really fast after I finished talking to her.
Murph: Yeah that's my sister. She always doin shit like that.
Kima: Why didn't you go after her?
Haze: Because she seemed like she just needed sometime alone that's why.
Murph: Wait what time is it?
Kay:[looking at her watch] Almost 4:30pm why?
Murph: Damn y'all come on. I want y'all to hear somethin.[he got up to leave and everybody followed him]
Brit: What exactly are we going to hear?
Murph: My sister everyday at 4:30pm back in Va she sits at her keyboard and sings this song she made up. I don't know if she's gonna sing that song today since she met you[looking at Haze]. She'll probably sing somethin else.
Lami: Why wouldn't she sing the song she made up just because she met him?
Clara: You don't get it boy. Chelle is like the biggest Haze fan on this planet. So meeting him is like probably a dream come true so she'll probably be singing one of his favorite songs.
Haze: Oh ok I guess.
Kima: Yeah yeah yeah. Come on y'all.

They get to Murph and Chelle's house at 4:29pm and go in quietly so Chelle wouldn't hear them. As soon as it turned 4:30pm they started to hear a keyboard playing.

Kima: She's starting to play. I can't even hear we gone have to get closer.
Murph: Aiight come on y'all. But don't be surprised at how good she is cuz music runs in our family. They all laugh and then go up the stairs very quietly so Chelle wouldn't hear them and sit in the hallway near her door that was closed.

Inside Chelle's room

Chelle:[still singing and playing] Lately I don't wanna do the things I used to babe since I lost you. And I don't want to sing another love song babe. And I don't want to hum another melody and I don't want to live my life without you babe. Oh no, and it's drivin me craze[crazy][ok she sings the second verse and gets to the bridge. I know y'all ain't think I was gone type the entire song now,lol] I don't wanna laugh, I don't wanna play. I don't wanna talk have nothing to say. I don't wanna tour, forget the show. How can I go on, now that you are gone?[she stops to wipe her tears on a tissue and starts to play a different song.]

Outside Chelle's room

Jat:[whispering] Has your dad ever thought about signing her?
Murph:[whispering] Yeah he was gonna sign her then that happened and she didn't want to do anything but stay in her room.
Clara:[whipering] My poor cousin. Well let's hush so Kima can hear her song.
Kima:[smiling and whispering] Thanx y'all.

Add the rest in a minute.

Peacez,
Chelle

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Re: I Don't Want To/Ever Again	Chelle	16:14:36 05/05/02 Sun