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Date Posted: 11:12:29 07/15/03 Tue
Author: Kesiyah
Subject: Could I count on you to be there to support me mentally?

She made her way down the hallway alone this time, Kali hadn't been feelin' well, so she had just sent her love along with Kesi. The young mixed girl let the guard take care of the paper work and patting her down and such, before she stepped into the second hallway, heading towards the visiting room. She was still nervous, but dealing slightly better with the thought of it all. His trial was coming up soon though, and that was more then a little intimadating....

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He was feeling the stress as well and it was pretty obvious - eyes rimmed darkly from lack of sleep, a long gash decorating one cheek from where he had upset someone, and fingers fidgetting absently over his head even before they removed the cuffs. He managed a small smile though when he saw her, and reached across the table to kiss her forehead before sitting down. "Hi.." (NT) -- Jake, 11:16:55 07/15/03 Tue
Her hand trailed slowly down his cheek, a flash of concern in her eyes before she smiled - if he wanted to tell her what was going on, he would. For the time, she just wanted to brighten up his day a little bit. She was looking a little better this time, some makeup on her pretty face, khaki's, a white tank top and a red zip up hoodie covering her form ,"Hey.." She murmured, leaning forward to kiss his cheek softly, something she hadn't taken the liberty of doing before. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:18:54 07/15/03 Tue
His fingers gently touched her cheek and he almost leaned in for a kiss, but one of the guards growled quietly behind him in warning. "How are you?" (NT) -- Jake, 11:21:12 07/15/03 Tue
She glanced at the guard out of the corner of her eye, before she sat down - next to him this time, so they could speak quietly, and somewhat privately. "I'll be better when I'm eighteen." She growled good naturedly, before she tilted her head, her bright gaze on him. "I'm...better...a little bit..." (NT) -- Kesi, 11:23:00 07/15/03 Tue
He sat as close to her as allowed, eyes drifting over her as if to reassure himself that she was okay. "Good... I'm glad to hear.." (NT) -- Jake, 11:24:59 07/15/03 Tue
She smiled softly, trying to ease a smile from him. "I've been thinkin' of writing you a letter...but I'm a horrible writer..." She murmured a little softly, wanting to keep their conversation between them. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:27:12 07/15/03 Tue
His fingers reached out to absently brush some hair away from her face, breaking a very small and very brief smile. "So'm I, so that doesn't matter.." (NT) -- Jake, 11:29:05 07/15/03 Tue
She smiled again, leaning forward and resting her arm on the table, turning to face him a bit, one leg tucked under the other. "I'm always thinking about you, I just thought it might make sense to put some of the thoughts onto paper..." (NT) -- Kesi, 11:30:35 07/15/03 Tue
"I wouldn't mind..." He murmured softly, head tilting a touch as his gaze drifted briefly around the room. (NT) -- Jake, 11:31:39 07/15/03 Tue
She nodded, falling silent for a moment before she spoke again. "Kali's not feelin' to well..she sent her love..." Her brow furrowed, knowing he would be disappointed to not see his friend. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:32:32 07/15/03 Tue
His brows furrowed at that, concern darkening his features. "She okay?" (NT) -- Jake, 11:34:05 07/15/03 Tue
She nodded. "I think so, Zeke just said she wasn't feeling well, didn't go into a whole lot of detail..." (NT) -- Kesi, 11:36:35 07/15/03 Tue
He nodded a touch, fingers brushing over his head. "Alright.. Keep me updated?" (NT) -- Jake, 11:37:44 07/15/03 Tue
Again she nodded, her fingers playing absently on the table. "Of course..." She murmured, her gaze on her hands for the moment. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:39:15 07/15/03 Tue
He sighed softly, he wanted to hold her - but knew he would just get in trouble. "I miss you.." (NT) -- Jake, 11:41:45 07/15/03 Tue
She brought her gaze back up to him, her blue eyes focused now. "I miss you too.." She smiled, her gaze a little wistful. "Wanna hear something that completely makes me sound like a silly school girl with a crush?" (NT) -- Kesi, 11:46:31 07/15/03 Tue
He smiled a touch at that and tilted his head, slipping his fingers into hers. "Sure.." (NT) -- Jake, 11:47:52 07/15/03 Tue
She looked down, a little embaressed by it all. "I have a hoodie, that you left at my house, still smells like you, I sleep in it all the time." She smiled a little up at him. "It helps me out sometimes you know? I can close my eyes, and feel a little better for awhile." (NT) -- Kesi, 11:49:11 07/15/03 Tue
His throat tightened, but he held the smile - it should have been him, not an old sweatshirt, with her at night. "You're adorable." (NT) -- Jake, 11:51:07 07/15/03 Tue
She smiled, shaking her head - it took a lot to fight the urge to curl up against his side, but she kept herself from her desires, instead engaging in light hearted conversation. "'We got a new puppy too, a little cocker spanial, she's a psycho." (NT) -- Kesi, 11:52:54 07/15/03 Tue
He glanced away for a moment - they all tried to understand but no one else knew how hard on him it was to be in there while everyone else's lives continued on. "Fits into the family.." (NT) -- Jake, 11:54:38 07/15/03 Tue
She smiled, but fell silent for a long time, her gaze dark and thoughtful as she took a deep breath. (NT) -- Kesi, 11:56:00 07/15/03 Tue
"I hate this, Kesi." His voice caught a touch as his eyes returned to hers - he couldn't even hardly hug her. (NT) -- Jake, 11:57:37 07/15/03 Tue
She squeezed his hand softly, her gaze on his open and honest. She couldn't even hide the adoring tenderness that was written all over her face. "I know..." She sighed softly. "There are times, when I'm at home...that something will happen. Something so normal like eating dinner or something..and I feel so guilty..." She frowned, looking down as her throat tightened. "I hate that your in here, and I'm out there..." (NT) -- Kesi, 11:59:30 07/15/03 Tue
He shook his head slowly, swallowed hard, and then exhaled shakily before speaking again. "I avoided it once, but had it coming... It's my own fault, Kesi, and you should never feel guilty.." (NT) -- Jake, 12:01:59 07/15/03 Tue
She shook her head, a soft sigh escaping her as she bit back tears again. "But I do..." She just wanted to be with him, to just hang out at her place, they didn't even have to go out...she just wanted to be able to hug him, and touch him.... (NT) -- Kesi, 12:03:36 07/15/03 Tue
"Don't Kesi." He tried to sound firm, but just couldn't pull it off with her, running a hand down his face. (NT) -- Jake, 12:05:13 07/15/03 Tue
She sighed softly, turning to look at him with those unfathomable eyes that captured so many's attention. "I think about you so much..." (NT) -- Kesi, 12:06:27 07/15/03 Tue
He couldn't even meet her gaze right now, his own eyes reddened. "Me too.. All the time..." (NT) -- Jake, 12:07:52 07/15/03 Tue
She squeezed his hand tighter, the only physical contact she could have with him. A tear slipped out from behind her dark lashes, her eye closing once more. (NT) -- Kesi, 12:09:12 07/15/03 Tue
His free fingers brushed away the tear, falling silent as well - not trusting himself to speak. (NT) -- Jake, 12:10:21 07/15/03 Tue
She tried to take a deep breath, her voice strained. "i wasn't supposed to cry..." (NT) -- Kesi, 12:11:06 07/15/03 Tue
He broke a small smile, attempting to lighten the mood despite his heavy heart. "No, it's not allowed." (NT) -- Jake, 12:12:14 07/15/03 Tue
She sniffled lightly, brushing her hand across her eyes. "Nope..not here." She cried all the time at home, in was worrying her parents sick. (NT) -- Kesi, 12:13:13 07/15/03 Tue
"No..." He murmured, glancing reluctantly to the clock and squeezing her fingers gently. (NT) -- Jake, 12:15:04 07/15/03 Tue
She sighed softly, closing her eyes before she spoke. "Times up huh?" She murmured, watching him now. (NT) -- Kesi, 12:16:02 07/15/03 Tue

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