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Subject: " he's not straight... "


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nurul
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Date Posted: 09:28:48 06/24/05 Fri

assalamualaikum....

lately i met one guy who is doing practicum kat tempat yang same ngan nurul. first time nurul kenal die, die nie baik, pandai amik hati orang, hormat orang tua la jugak.. tapi sometimes tu agak panas baran... and die nie manje sangat ngan kakak die..honestly i really admire n adore him. he's got his own charisma.. he's good in english.. n quite an excellent student i guess..he’s handsome too..

even kitorang kenal tak lame... just about 8 week. tapi sepanjang 8 minggu tu die la yang sentiasa buat nurul semangat nak pegi praktikal... every morning before masuk office he'll call me just to say hello.. n time die masuk pejabat... he'll smile at me.. since i was the youngest there so die rajin dok melayan karenah nurul tetiap hari..he told me quite a lot of thing bout himself. bout his dream, bout his friend, bout what he like n dislike.. a little bit bout his family.. n banyak la gak things yang we shared together..

selama 8 minggu dok menatap muke die... then i realize that i'm so crazy over him.. n know we just finish our practicum.. actually we're from different U. so we dont know each other much..actually nurul tak tau ape tanggapan die pada nurul .. but nurul rase die tau yang nurul admire kat die...

kebetulan pulak kawan baik nurul satu sekolah ngan this guy.. n i told her bout him..nak cerita pun susah so this were some of our conference :

nurul : aku rase.... aku suke kat schoolmate ko tu la...

my friend : erkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
my friend : no way!!!!

nurul : even die nampak cam au au skit... tapi aku suke la kat die

my friend : omigod...
my friend : love is in the air............................

nurul : serius nie

my friend : ow ok..
my friend : there's nothing i can do about it..

nurul : 8 minggu buzz dok ngadap muke die.... cair aku...

my friend : sbb tak kenal...
my friend : what's more he was a senior
my friend : tapi aku rase he's not a good guy..

nurul : pulak tu die rajin dok melayan kerenah aku...

my friend : patut laaa

nurul : loh nape ko cakap cam gitu... teruk ker die

my friend : sbb die baik ngan ko
my friend : hmmm dat case die baik laaa
my friend : maybe korang bleh ngam kot

nurul : entah la...
nurul : tapi kan
nurul : time praktikal ari tu... die sekali ngan member die... time g tengok wayang tu.. member die bawak awek.... awek die cun siot... seksi plak tu.. body mantap giler...

my friend : awek member die...

nurul : so aku wat kesimpulan... dah awek kawan die cam gitu.. awek die mesti la lagi power...

my friend : i dun think he has one
my friend : duh..

nurul : so aku rase taste die tinggi la

my friend : ppl different..
my friend : tak semestinya
my friend : u're cute la ...

nurul : yo lah tu...

my friend : mmg banyak share things
my friend : no wonder u re so crazy over him

nurul_niesha: tak tau la

my friend : adoi...........................
my friend : r u sure/
my friend : this isnt like u, man

nurul : tu la .... aku pun tak tau...
nurul : die ade tunjuk kat aku gamba member2 baik die... pompuan tu sume lawa2 siot...

my friend : eleh.....
my friend : member jek...

nurul : mmg la sume dah ade pakwe... tapi tu la... lawa giler tu

my friend : nothing more
my friend : duh...
my friend : xde kot..
my friend : i think your fever towards him will heal
my friend : after some time back to upm...
my friend : trust me...

nurul : erm... no komen la

my friend : hehehehe
my friend : ntah2....
my friend : still fever....

nurul : yang tu maybe
nurul : tadi knape ko cakap he's not a good guy??
nurul : u know anything bad bout him ker

my friend : hmmmm not really...
my friend : i'm sooo sorry to tell u this
my friend : but i really think dat he's not straight...

nurul : tak pe go on

my friend : i mean, u know...
my friend : he might have no feeling towards girls....
my friend : i said maybe
my friend : ii dunno him well enuff to judge him..
my friend : and if i did wrong...
my friend : habesss aku
my friend : dose

nurul : maksud ko he's maybe a gay??

my friend : u know him well, rite?
my friend : yeah...
my friend : and yes again i said maybe
my friend : u know him better

nurul : actually... aku pun penah terpikir macam tu.... tapi.... entah la

my friend : hmmmmm
my friend : i dunno it too
my friend : but back in skool
my friend : he was so damn lembut and
my friend : his frens also...
my friend : just dun think much of it...
my friend : i know how much that hurt...
my friend : missing somebody

nurul : entah la... i dont know much bout him.... u either....n the conclusion is...we dont know much bout him..

my friend : hmmmm
my friend : true do

nurul : maybe ape yang ko cakap ade betul nyer kot... aku tak tau la..

my friend : hmmm takpe...
my friend : lame2 the feeling will fade away...

nurul : n maybe coz i'm admiring him so aku buat tak nampak ape "masalah" die tu

my friend : n you'll stop missing him...
my friend : hmmm
my friend : tapi tatau laaa
my friend : about him being gay,is just part of our opinion
my friend : ntah2 salah...
my friend : tak baik, kan?

nurul : yup....
nurul : buzz... i think i better stop now...

and after that i keep thinking bout what she had said to me.. he's maybe not a straight guy.. giler.. macam nak nangis jek mase tu.. nurul yakin yang kawan nurul takkan penah nak tipu nurul coz we'd shared a lot of things together.. we're like a twin sister..

mmg time kat office dulu pun abang2 ngan kakak2 kat situ pelik cam ner nurul leh sangkut kat this guy..they all slalu suh nurul nilai this guy baik2.. n nurul tau ape maksud diorang.. n dekat friendster die pun ramai kawan2 die tu jenis yang 'lembut' ....tapi, i ignore it... for me he's normal..nurul cuba kuat kan hati.. anggap yang maybe he was changed...

honestly... nurul mmg sayang kat this guy... we still contacting each other.. but everytime nurul ingat balik ape yang kawan nurul cakap... nurul rase sedih sangat... i really sayang him...

tolong la.. what should I do now??

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Replies:
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Re: " he's not straight... "me20:44:45 09/06/07 Thu
Re: " he's not straight... "missezs (i empathy ngan u)04:08:10 02/17/08 Sun
Re: " he's not straight... "Dr. syawal (jangan buat tindakan terburu-buru)16:32:14 02/25/08 Mon


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