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Heather
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Date Posted: 14:13:31 11/27/06 Mon
In reply to:
TR
's message, "Re: Help" on 12:08:51 11/27/06 Mon
Thank you so much both of you for your advice, words of encouragement and prayers. God has blessed me this Holiday season already and my intuition tells me that he is not done yet.
The CFO at the company that I work for, wrote me a personal check for $400 for my boys' Christmas. I just stopped by his office waved to him and said I just stopped by to say hello. (since he always is so kind to me and says hello to me when he is near my office) I was so happy. I already did all their Christmas shopping, got our little tree out of the back and put it up and got new bulbs from Big Lots store. My boys are so excited. I was able to get everything they wrote down on their list. With $3 to spare. The new bulbs cost 1.50 for each box and I bought 2. I do have money to live on but God knew that I could use a little more to help. Spencer sent me $280. and I got a small check from my others son's dad's job. And Spencer said he is sending clothes and underwear for our son and will send more money next month again. I hope so, but I know not to believe that until I have it in my hand. Anyhow, today is Monday and I am feeling better. I am trying everything to get through this and I know I will. I was always my fathers most ambitious child and I want to get that title back, not for him but for me. I need to really start living again. Not that I haven't been cause I have, but when I come home, it all comes back to me. I will not let that stop me from doing what I need and want to do with my life. I have let it go on for far too long now. I am ready to live, love, and learn all things that God has for me.
Oh another thing. My cousin that has been clean for a year, just brouht his family back here from Colorado, is having using symptoms again. I think I am the only one who sees the signs. He knows I see them. I looked at him yeseterday and he looked at me with a look like oh she knows......I may be wrong, but I see the weight loss in his face, and he has been quite jumpy with his girlfriend. I try to stay uninvolved but I still watch. cause if they can't see it and its real, I will send out a warning so they won't be so blind.
Heather
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