| Subject: Looking for the right words....Miss Understood lol |
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Nikki BLUE iizz
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Date Posted: 05:28:36 03/31/06 Fri
Well, i ran outta time yesterday, when i was posting a plea for help to write a letter to the Crown attorney, in regards to Mike C, crackhead destroying moms and kids for years. I have not spoken to Mike since the assault took place in October 05. I refused to accept phone calls, and soon enough, he stopped. My problem is a little clearer written today. I need to word my Victim Impact Statement to the Crown Attorney, in an educated kinda way. Mike C, has had several charges against him, for different kinds of criminal activity. However, he always comes up, smellin like roses..What my mission is, for me to be able to LET GO, and LET GOD....is as follows.... I understand that i can no longer ENABLE Mike, ever. I have pulled up my socks and again lift my head, to face the world. I NEED the courts to understand that this man is an ADDICT. Period. The ONLY way he can be accountable for his actions...is to be FORCED into REGULAR DRUG TESTING. We all know, there is just as much drugs inside prison walls, as on the outside. This man, is breathing, therefore he is valuable. I have been to every meeting you could possibly think of. I have reached out, and been educated by those of all walks of life. I have spoken to others, who have been destroyed by Mike...and they all laugh...saying I am wasting my time, trying to state....this DRUG....devestated myself, and my 3 children, emotionally, financially, and physically. The scars we have will remain with us for a life time. I HAVE to write a letter to the CROWN, to advise them....his addiction, is being paid for by not only me, but every tax payor in Canada. I need them to know....i will not stand by, while he comes up smelling like roses....one more time. I want to live again. I want to carry on, with my future, without, the burdens Mike left me. I need for him to be accountable for his ADDICTION... I can no longer, enable him...and I will not just sit back...and let another FAMILY go thru the same nightmare, that i went thru.
Anyways....this plea seems to be in vain. I see that, as i am typin away, waiting for someone, to show me, how to present the DAMAGES caused to myself and most of all to my 3 little people....that TRUSTED this man.
So, i guess your right....i should just LET GO...and LET GOD...and lets see GOD work his magic, in the court room. And when Mike is out, driving around....smoking crack, and when he goes to do his next blast....failing to see the red light ahead of him.....crashing into another human being, ripping their life apart, destroying their livelyhood, and that of their family....I will remember....that i just let go....like the rest of society advised me.....and i will spend the rest of my life....remembering....how I just let go....because i didnt have the words, like everyone else over the past 15 years....but i can take solace knowing....atleast it wasnt my family....just another human being....but atleast it wasnt me.
Thanks....but no thanks.....
I shall speak, until i am heard...and i will not stop, until somebody listens.....then again....people usually only listen, when its too late..... Go figure...
with Gods Blessing
Nikki
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