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Subject: Re: Lori - Please read this


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Heather
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Date Posted: 08:41:10 03/09/06 Thu
In reply to: Kelly2 's message, "Re: Lori - Please read this" on 21:46:07 03/08/06 Wed

Thanks Kelly- This last time we were trying to work things out, I felt so in love with him and so happy, but still not able to 100% be ME and I like being ME. I do miss him soooooooooooo much it hurts, but I just take a deep breath and keep going. I rarely cry anymore. Only when he calls or sends emails or the roses the other day. I need him to just not contact me, but then I am to blame also for reading the emails and reacting and answering the phone here at work - since I do have caller ID here. SO I have decided to just not answer those calls. That is a hard step but it has to be done. I know I am doing the right thing for all involved. He is still trying the manipulation and I HOPE to GOD that the absence of his family will stop that and make him decide to be REAL about getting and staying clean. Maybe this will make him really want it. WHo knows though. I can only control ME and that is what I am doing. I actually have alot of excitement inside of me about what my future holds. I know there is a nice 'family man' out there and God will lead him to me. The tough times have to be over for me. It's been way to long now and my entire family would love for me to be HAPPY.

I hope everything works out in your house. God is good all the time.

Your friend,
HEather

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